megazoark October 6, 2015 October 6, 2015 The thing is that I don't feel her presence anymore, this past summer I was working full time, but I could still feel her, I knew she was with me all the time, but now that that school started I don't know if she just left. I'm a 12 grader senior at my high school, I have been forcing for about 30min-1 hour every day, I narrate to her almost all the time, but the thing is that I don't know if she just left me or if she got tired of me, or if she is mad at me because I did something that she didn't like. I don't know what to do, I have tried self hypnosis, lucid dreaming and binaural beats, has anyone experienced this situation? If so what should I do?
warriortiltheend October 6, 2015 October 6, 2015 It's happened to me before, but rarely more than a few hours or, at very most, a few days. If you have a wonderland, I'd suggest you go there and search for her. I doubt she's mad or tired of you; if you've been paying her that much attention, there's no way she'd just leave. It might be that you've gone 'deaf' to either her mindvoice or presence. You could try writing her a letter as well, either mentally or physically. I once had a situation where my Tulpa was mad at me; I wrote him a letter (in wonderland) and slid it under his door. He came back a while later to tell me we were cool. This is a tiny bit metaphysical, so I apologize, but you could try feeling your Tulpa's energy/aura again. I'd start by meditating and asking her to return and speak with you. It may take a few times, but I'm sure she'll either answer or you will be able to feel her again c: I know how it feels to have your Tulpa 'disappear.' It's sent me into absolute panic before. The important thing is to stay calm. White text- Ash (the host!) Red text- Quartz! Purple text- Gamzee! Blue text- Obsidian!
megazoark October 6, 2015 Author October 6, 2015 The problem is that it has been already like 2 months approximately since I felt that she was getting away from me.
warriortiltheend October 6, 2015 October 6, 2015 You can still bring her back, no worries. I brought one back after around 6 months. They only truly die if you forget about them, after all. You still remember her and want to get back to her, so you should still be able to reach her. White text- Ash (the host!) Red text- Quartz! Purple text- Gamzee! Blue text- Obsidian!
megazoark October 7, 2015 Author October 7, 2015 Alright I think I was over reacting and freaking out a little :p, thanks.
warriortiltheend October 8, 2015 October 8, 2015 It's okay! I'm prone to overreacting too. When I discovered the Tulpa phenomenon and realized Gamzee was sentient, I also freaked out, because I had, well, abandoned him! Still brought him back, and we are all happier than ever. And hey, no problem! ^^ White text- Ash (the host!) Red text- Quartz! Purple text- Gamzee! Blue text- Obsidian!
TheCrawlingCreepypasta October 8, 2015 October 8, 2015 This happened to me a while back. I had created an "accidental" tulpa who "disappeared a while afterwords due to some real life crap. Good luck to you, good sir Megazoark.
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