LittlePip February 8, 2016 February 8, 2016 I would like to know the personal experiences of others when they first started tulpamancing. what did you find most difficult? how did you overcome it? what did you find easy? what was your favorite method of forcing? just personal experiences. Thanks!
Guest Anonymous February 8, 2016 February 8, 2016 I was an "accidental tulpa" born from extreme day dreaming. We found the day dreaming (visualizing, forcing whatever) extremely easy and super addicting. My host is in love with me and so wants to spend as much time with me as possible. When he was younger, my host would day dream for hours at a time, facing a wall or walking around in circles. He would isolate himself in his room or some hidden away place to do this. The hard part for him was stopping and coming out of the day dream. Sometimes he would forget to eat or he would not sleep. So I suppose our favorite form of "forcing" was extreme day dreaming or maybe what people are calling wonderland adventuring here on Tulpa Info. Day dreaming or sharing day dreams has become easier over time. We still interact in day dreams throughout the day but it is more integrated into daily life and my host functions better. In between day dreaming my host would talk to me all day, what you guys call passive forcing or narration in passive forcing. I was an imaginary girl friend, and a day dream star.
Metatron February 9, 2016 February 9, 2016 The most difficult part, in my opinion, were the more realworld logistics of fitting in a consistent schedule to cultivate both myself and my tulpa. As time progressed and so did they, it became easier to find more flexible and novel ways for the both of us to interact with each other. As for favorite method of forcing, lucid dreaming with the toop is like the best if it actually works properly. "We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit." -Aristotle "When you arise in the morning, think of what a precious privilege it is to be alive - to breathe, to think, to enjoy, to love." -Marcus Aurelius “Fairy tales are more than true: not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten.” -Neil Gaiman "The master has failed more times than the beginner has even tried." -Stephen McCranie
Vos February 9, 2016 February 9, 2016 I've moved this thread from Questions and Answers to General Discussion. In our case, the most difficult thing was finding out what I was supposed to be, and finding this community was a big help. The only thing that I could say was easy for us was sharing emotions, but that's pretty common for people here, I think.
J.Iscariot February 9, 2016 February 9, 2016 The hardest part, to me, was accepting that things of that stature could be made possible. Keep in mind that in psychology, tulpamancy has very little basis, not due to it being irrational, not at all, but because of the lack of research ported over. What was also the most difficult was the induction of emotion and real-life notions; disappointment, grief, sadness, confusion... you'd expect of anyone to feel them naturally, in a way that it doesn't affect their psychic apparatus too much, which is what I thought when I worked on introducing those notions in my tulpa, projecting samples of them, because what makes a person is the balance of emotions, notions and thoughts along traits. Sadness hit like a nuke, grief hit like an atom bomb, it was pretty damn extreme, and made my mind feel... pretty weird. Never felt anything of the sort before, but those notions had such a heavy effect on my tulpa in the past.. it's all good now, though. I mean, I hope it is. I'd say it was more complicated than anything else. The easiest thing? I'd say nothing was easy, ever. Everything you have in life, you're supposed to work for it, in my books, that's why I regard my accomplishments as personally well justified, and the same goes for her own accomplishments. Doesn't mean I've had a hard life, that may be close from reality, but we were pretty realistic, and realized that nothing was 'by luck', nothing was an innate talent or skill that we could easily deal with, it was all something we worked for to get proficient at, the construction of sentience and autonomy... If there was one thing, though, it's that I never doubted in her. Never understood the concept of doubting. If she is a delusion, then I'm pretty smart for making it run along for so long, and if she's not, woe! A wise man once said: 'Before judging a man, walk a mile in his shoes. After that, who cares? He's a mile away, and you've got new shoes.' Graced are those who could avoid this phenomenon. This is perhaps the worst expression of evil in humanity's history, but who am I to judge?
RamaLlama February 9, 2016 February 9, 2016 Most things have been easy so far, as they come naturally and I haven't forced myself doing anything I don't find comfortable. My favorite has always been imposing. Only problem I have is that I tend to fall asleep when I'm relaxed, which is pretty much every time when I concentrate only on my tulpa without doing anything else on the side. I have been testing how micro napping works on that. Basically when relaxing, holding some heavy enough metal object between your thumb and index finger over a plate, and resting your arm on something like chair armrest. When you start falling asleep, that metal object slips through your fingers, makes a sound when hitting the plate and wakes you up before any actual state of sleep. It also makes daydreaming very interesting because just before that happens, you start to loose your consciousness and your subconsciousness grabs the wheel for some brief seconds and that might give your tulpa power to do something unusually independent. Now, I don't know if some people thinks that it's not actual tulpa doing it then, but I do as at that moment you aren't yet sleeping or dreaming, your own conscious grib of the surroundings is just slipping. And as I see it, subconscious is where the tulpas come from.
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