Two Peas in a Pod

[JamieReb]

I saw other people doing this so I figured I'd do it for Jamie and I. He and I will switch text here and there. I'll post stuff related to how he and I are doing, and how stuff is going on in his life cause he lives a pretty crazy life.

It's crazy to you.

 

First off, Jamie, tell them about yourself!

 

I'm Kalmeiziac Lord Jamie Mark Martial of House Martius, the First, specifically. I'm a loruph. Which means since I'm a lord I have no sex, but since I was born an ovuph, AKA a uhh... man? Generally? Anyway I was born an ovuph so when I became a loruph when I was 19 I just stuck to being an ovuph because otherwise it rustles my Jimmies. I should mention I'm something called a rokpari, so uhh- it's really hard to kill me. Madi calls us a subfamily of 'immortals' but we can still die it's just really hard to kill us. Think of vampires, now stop thinking of vampires because not everything that feeds on blood is a vampire.

 

Well I'm the only one of my siblings who has a strictly Anglican name, the rest of them have their actual names and then the English variation. Like someone named Jaun might get called John. How many siblings do I have exactly? 13, and counting. I have three kids, Charlette's 15, Mikey's 10, and Madelynn's 5. They're the centre of my universe- other then Madi of course.

But lemme drop the bomb, I'm not human, I'm not even from Earth, my native language is Zeimnorox, I'm from Zeimnor Rorker. Don't be quick to judge, Madison has been developing my planet since she was four, we've got an entire language, ecosystems, planetary map, local planets and moons, y'know. Everything you need to have a legitimate functional planet. I have a lot of respect for her hard work.

Now that we got the weird thing out of the way, let's bring in the key factor, on my planet, Madi is called the Kalmeizius, you know, like your guy is called God. The big difference between them is that Madi believes God created her, and Madi is physically present in our society, so you don't have atheism, because she goes to parent-teacher meetings and attends the local cat shelter now and again.

Now of course there are things in our society that're the same in Earth's, as I just mentioned parent-teacher meetings and cat shelters. But thaaat's becaaa-

don't go into too much detail Jamie I don't want people to think I'm crazy (':

Isn't it in the rules that people have to keep an open mind?

Yes but we're noobs ok just shoosh

Aright then.

 

To cut to the Tulpa part, Madison and I are happily married- uhh- in my home at least- obviously that's impossible in reality. She is actually the mother of my three rascals, but of course she didn't- physically- give birth to them? I just... listen I'm just a normal guy who became a Lord because he was trying to revive his dead early wife and then fell in love with his boss and learned he doesn't even exist and now I'm caught up in her and her boyfriend's shenanigans. 

Not that any of that is a bad thing. I'm happy, Madi's happy, the kids are happy, who cares?

 

Jamie and I have been looking for answers for a few years about his existence, he was never not real- and his world never seemed entirely fictional to me too? All the people have minds of their own, Jamie can function on his own, and then the possessions began and then he could hear his voice and now I've learned to touch him and see him if I just close my eyes and focus. A watcher on Deviantart brought up tulpas last year after I posted a journal asking for help, I did research on and off, and finally it clicked. Everything that Jamie is, everything that Zeimnor Rorker is- it all made sense!

 

So I dragged Jamie on another cyber adventure to find more people who're like us, and huzzah! There are thousands of people who have relationships like us! But one thing I noticed was- nobody has the connection he and I have?

 

What she means is we're able to function at the same time, or on and off like someone's rapidly flicking a light switch, I can possess her whenever I please and she can call upon me to take over if she's in a troubling situation. I became her personal therapist for when she was fighting depression and self-aggression due to her PTSD.

 

Jamie and I work in harmony, and in fact, a lot of my friends are friends with Jamie, one who I'm taking in calls he and I dad and mom. There's no confusing between us, he knows me and I know him, we're best friends, and lovers, but mostly best friends. We've mastered everything but lucid dreaming because my sleeping habits are a w f u l.

When Jamie fully possesses I'm not longer in control of my actions, but I can jump back in if I want to, even my tastes and habits change when he's through, he likes spicy food, I can't STAND it! Hey don't judge I survived late school on that crap.

 

I noticed a lot of people have trouble with their tulpas, is it strange for Jamie and I to have an extremely well-connected relationship?

This is my- our- question- for the entry post for this progress report thread.

 

We will continue to use this to report any changes or improvements in our relationship, most of it will just be us discovering ourselves as friends and as a couple, and of course I'm very excited to write about how Jamie and my boyfriend Eric interact and how he interacts around my other friends!!

 

Thanks for reading, goodnight!

(I'm gonna post some of the art I've drawn of Jamie after this >:3c )

 

PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK AS MANY QUESTIONS AS YOU LIKE! We love questions!

[JamieReb]

Not including any posts of Jamie with my fursona Reb cause I suck at drawing myself as a human LMAO

 

Binary Reference

 

Non-Binary Detailed Sketch Ref

 

Religious Attire Ref

 

Semi-Feral Rokpari

 

Feral Rokpari Ref (GORE WARNING)

[Vampire]

Just to answer some questions.

 

First, you're not the first person to have a really complex "wonderland". There are a few people running around with fancy titles. Jamie should be right at home :P No need to feel awkward.

 

Second, there are people here that date their Tulpa so being married to Jamie isn't hard to understand.

 

Third, there are people who can function like you two. People who can possess very quickly even mid conversation. It just usually takes a long time. If you have been with Jamie since you were 4, it makes perfect sense that you are that far long.

The modern Tulpa guides and so on have only been around since 2012, so most of the Tulpa here aren't more than 4 years old. There are a few people (like you) who have much older Tulpa that later discovered these forums.

 

So welcome to the forums.

[tulpa001]

Hello, My host and I are fully active all the time and in a close relationship.

 

There are lots of types of multiplicity, and most modes usually have limits on interaction, but the mode that is sought by tulpamancy does not. I think most tulpamancers after early hurdles get to a point where they can hear their tulpa through half, or even through the entire day. For people with multiple tulpas, some of the tulpas must become dormant frequently.

 

Edit: Switching fast is easy once you get the hang of it. Or swapping possession. Just, usually, most people avoid doing so, because switching too fast causes blending, and confusion. Technically: Switching refers to becoming active and another becoming inactive. Since tulpas are usually active at the same time as their hosts, they are technically cofronting, and cannot usually switch.

[JamieReb]

Just to answer some questions.

 

First, you're not the first person to have a really complex "wonderland". There are a few people running around with fancy titles. Jamie should be right at home :P No need to feel awkward.

 

Second, there are people here that date their Tulpa so being married to Jamie isn't hard to understand.

 

Third, there are people who can function like you two. People who can possess very quickly even mid conversation. It just usually takes a long time. If you have been with Jamie since you were 4, it makes perfect sense that you are that far long.

The modern Tulpa guides and so on have only been around since 2012, so most of the Tulpa here aren't more than 4 years old. There are a few people (like you) who have much older Tulpa that later discovered these forums.

 

So welcome to the forums.

 

I've only had Jamie since I was 13, and I'm currently 18, however prior to this his father Matthew actually played the same role in my life from when I was 10, and further back to that I grew up with another figure named Chrissah since I was about 4, whether or not Chrissah was a tulpa is a mystery to me- but I know for sure she would've helped build my ability to comprehend tulpas and so on?? Hrrrm. Chrissah did however live in the same place Jamie currently lives, so I'm assuming my tulpas likely stemmed specifically from this world since I'd been developing it alongside Chrissah since I was 4? HRRRRMMMMMM

And thank you for the welcome! We're glad to be here!

[JamieReb]

Updates as of November 1st 2016

 

The following update contains intimate and NSFW-related content, I don't know how to code hidden words, so just a warning to completely avoid this if you're uncomfortable with sexual topics.

 

Jamie hid away for a few weeks after I joined here, he's going through a court case in his home world related to his best friend whose a cannibalistic lunatic. Long story short, Jamie needs some new friends.

 

My boyfriend Eric kept asking for him to come out, for him to possess me. They're good friends, so of course he wanted to visit with his friend. Jamie had, prior to me joining here, began developing intimate interests in Eric due to the obviousness of his curiosity towards why, in his words; 'Would you allow yourself to fall to vulnerably in the hands of another pathetic human?' Jamie began developing these feelings back in July, which for him, is eight months, not four.

Jamie and I have been through some extremely traumatic things, the worst being an extremely abusive relationship I had with a boy I loved when I was younger. All of my relationships have been mentally or verbally or physically abusive, this of course traumatised Jamie as well as me because he loves me, and seeing your lover getting hurt for no reason will mess you up. One of the main components of my PTSD comes directly from this extremely bad relationship. I've never been in a relationship where I was treated more then an anger related or sexual punching bag. So when I began dating Eric, it took him a long time to gain Jamie's trust, and after a while, Eric and Jamie became friends.

 

Meeting another human who was like me was mindblowing to Jamie, as far as he knew, all humans other then me were ignorant, childish, stupid, foolish, and closed minded. Because- well- his species intelligence is far beyond our own- but of course they have PLENTY of flaws as well, just different kinds of flaws.

After I spoke to Eric about how he felt towards Jamie, he decided he would make a risky move and kiss Jamie while he was possessing me- or uhh- coming through- I don't know what you guys call it. Possessing is such a negative term, there's nothing negative about Jamie.

Much to Eric's and my surprise, Jamie swooned, apparently he had a lot of pent up feelings for Eric, so one thing lead to another and- well- [hidden]let's just say lips weren't the only thing that Jamie kissed Halloween night hahaha[/hidden]

Eric is completely heterosexual, however, when Jamie possessed me, and Jamie being a Loruph, technically means Eric isn't exactly having a homosexual relationship with Jamie. I call Jamie a he, he acts like a he, he looks like a he, but he is a they- biologically. His world's gender and sex system is far less complex then ours, but to our human brains, seems extremely complex.

 

So this two-sided love triangle is now a complete circle, I love Jamie, Jamie loves me, and Jamie and Eric got a seriously intimate bromance that I'm more then happily in the middle of.

Who'd have ever thought you could have successful polyamorous relationships between your physical partner and your Tulpa partner. Honestly, this has by far been the best Halloween I've ever had!

 

 

[1:50:09 AM] Jamie: Y'know kiddo, I really like you.

[1:51:48 AM] Spicy Meme: I like you too jamie

[1:52:02 AM] Spicy Meme: You're a pretty amazing dude

[1:52:19 AM] Jamie: Hey thanks, the admiration is shared

 

(I ship it)

[Vos]

I don't know how to code hidden words, so just a warning to completely avoid this if you're uncomfortable with sexual topics.

 

The warning you posted here should be enough, of course, but you can do hidden tags by typing

 

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[JamieReb]

 

The warning you posted here should be enough, of course, but you can do hidden tags by typing

 

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Oh thank you, I'll add it anyway! Nobody needs to be reading anything they don't want to be reading lmao