Possible damage to host and tulpa(s) spiritual energy?

[Tethys]

(In this post if there is a type of energy that can be felt without using the 5 senses, I will use the words that are the closest thing to how I perceive them. (Such as broadcasts 'louder' instead of whatever it really is) )

 

Hello, I'm Tethys. I never posted here because at first I didn't believe that tulpas had anything to do with metaphysics. Well, that changed today when I was drained of spiritual energy by a being called a shadow person.

 

Don't worry, I'm fine. Well, physically. Spiritually I am, well... Imagine it like this. Someone takes the light in the room you are in, and very slowly fades it away, and then you cannot see anything, not even yourself. It's just like that but on a spiritual level. Before this, I was able to 'feel' pretty much all of the spiritual energy around me and analyze what it meant, why it was there, who/what it was coming from, and sometimes even manipulate it to do certain things.

 

This energy was the way I would know if my tulpas were around, and it was also how we would communicate with each other. If one of my tulpas felt a certain emotion, I could tell pretty easily.

 

I could also 'feel' most entities other than myself and my tulpas by 'feeling' the energy around me. A few entities seem to broadcast 'louder' than others. Some of them being humans, tulpas, godforms, entities with really strong emotions, and some that I don't know anything about. Although I could not feel most of the energy after a certain distance away, I could still 'feel' certain entities from far away if they broadcasted 'loud' enough. In fact, I can 'feel' that there are lots of entities far away. (And some close up) Lots of the entities are godforms. I can't tell who or what they are or call themselves, but I know they are there. Most of them aren't even close to anything, let alone myself. But, I have 'felt' a few that are relatively close.

 

But now, everything is different. After the being drained me, I couldn't 'feel' much of anything beyond the 5 senses. There's only two things I am 'feeling' right now. 1) My own energy field 2) A haze that 'feels/looks' like dark red that is pretty much everywhere. I only 'feel/see' the haze when I try to 'feel/see' the energies around me. That's all I am picking up on.

 

Me not 'seeing' anything else means that I don't 'see' my tulpas. I do not know whether or not they are there, and if my guess is right they don't know either. They probably only 'feel/see' themselves and that haze, like I do.

 

Which brings me to my question. Is the 'blindness' I am experiencing a result of the entity draining my spiritual energy? And if so, could my tulpas be experiencing the same thing?

[tulpa001]

Well, that changed today when I was drained of spiritual energy by a being called a shadow person.

That's not proof positive, you know. Your spiritual energy can be affected and manipulated even in the absence of a spiritual reality.

 

A few entities seem to broadcast 'louder' than others. Some of them being humans, tulpas, godforms, entities with really strong emotions, and some that I don't know anything about.

Oh, yeah. If you believe in those other things, than yes, tulpas have a spiritual side, and can be called metaphysical.

 

I only 'feel/see' the haze when I try to 'feel/see' the energies around me. That's all I am picking up on.

Gotta reboot. The old mindset and sensation that was driving your prior experience is still inside you. But it is being covered by emotions. Maybe eat some comfort food? Reignite that spark. Guarantee you haven't lost that critical component.

 

Which brings me to my question. Is the 'blindness' I am experiencing a result of the entity draining my spiritual energy? And if so, could my tulpas be experiencing the same thing?

Your tulpas will be experiencing something different. But I can't say what. Only they can. As they have a separate perspective from you, they will be seeing this event from the other side.

[Vampire]

My personal experience from lack of energy from being drained or otherwise are as follows:

 

• Headaches without a cause. You can't pinpoint a cause and they seem out of the blue.
  
• "Fog" - Doing actions without remembering at all why you wanted to do them. Imagine walking circles in the supermarket to buy grocerys and you keep putting stuff in the cart and walking down the same aisles but you're not sure what you need, why you need it, or what you're missing.
  
• Fatigue - You might feel sleepy, you might feel "wore out"
  
• Time perception can be off. You can lose or gain time.
  
• Emotions - You might anger easier or get sad easier. Emotions and moods want to swing.
  

These are what I experience and it may differ some for you. What you find as a source of energy to replenish yourself will also differ. I personally have found that eating or channeling energy from nature both work quickly for me. Depending on how much was taken, it will take longer to recover from.

 

From my knowledge of shadow people it's really odd that you feel like you have no energy. I know that many spirits feed on emotions (extreme highs or lows) but even then it would have to be something rather traumatic to have you feel completely drained.

 

As for tulpa, they share the same energy with you, so they would also feel drained and are likely experiencing the same thing as you.

[Bosun]

As for energy, as Vampire noted, K and I have a note to make on that, well, mostly me but hell.

 

We seem to share physical energy. The host body has a reserve that we share certainly, but mentally, we seem to be pretty separate in terms of energy, or at least drive. We let the body rest, but we maximize our productivity in the mental capacity by sort of hella exploiting this.

 

As for spiritual energy, of our system, I'm'a the only one with anything to do with metaphysics, and wouldn't know if this reserve is shared, is that what is meant? Or some other definition of energy that we're'a neglecting? Or maybe just us with bad language here, not sure of what we're saying and get off this thread? Dunno, 's why I'm'asking.