Creating a Tulpa

[tulpa001]

Her form isn't important at all. Unless you value it personally, or she does.

 

What you need is a focus, to send your thoughts to. A form is just an easy focus to use and set up. It definitely does not need to be well defined or even consistent to act as a focus. In fact, during passive forcing, you will probably mostly be using a feeling of presence to focus your thoughts.

 

Yeah, getting responses the first week is not something you should expect. That only happens to a lucky few. Generally, you should try a few different things to try and hear her voice. Also, the more you force, the better your odds of breaking through.

 

Doing it on that beach in your wonderland is fine, and how most people start. Imagining her in the room with you is a good way to passive force.

[Bamboozled]

Wednesday, March 8th, 2017

Okay, so technically it isn't the eighth yet. But it's close enough to midnight, and I've made significant enough progress to count it as day three. Let's get to the goods.

 

So after meditating for about 5 minutes, I did the usual. I sat down with her on a beach in the sand (our wonderland) and I introduced myself as Jake, her host. I told her what she is, who she is, and all that. Then I asked if she could talk to me. No answer. I wasn't surprised, but I wanted to keep pushing. I said, "it's okay if you can't talk. Want to communicate in some other way?" No answer. I pushed further. I said, "well, I heard that you can put pressure on one part of my head. Want to try that?" All the sudden I felt a pressure only on the left side of my head. Wasn't like a headache (and usually when i get headaches they aren't isolated to a left or right side anyways). It was just pressure, as if that portion had been squeezed. I smiled really widely at this, and asked if that was her, and if it was, to repeat the feeling. It repeated. I then asked if she could do the right side. The pressure on the left went away, but nothing on the right. I said okay, go back to the left. And she did. Eventually I got her to go to the right, and then based this into a yes/no game. Left was yes, right was no. I got through some of her personality traits like this, listing one, explaining it, then asking whether she understood. If the answer was no, I elaborated. I didn't stop until she moved back to the yes side. I got through 5 traits like this, but felt it might be best to chill for the moment and take a break until tomorrow. I'm really excited about this, so sorry if this is really long.

 

Looking forward to actual communication with Jade. This is awesome

[juasjuasie]

Wednesday, March 8th, 2017

Okay, so technically it isn't the eighth yet. But it's close enough to midnight, and I've made significant enough progress to count it as day three. Let's get to the goods.

 

So after meditating for about 5 minutes, I did the usual. I sat down with her on a beach in the sand (our wonderland) and I introduced myself as Jake, her host. I told her what she is, who she is, and all that. Then I asked if she could talk to me. No answer. I wasn't surprised, but I wanted to keep pushing. I said, "it's okay if you can't talk. Want to communicate in some other way?" No answer. I pushed further. I said, "well, I heard that you can put pressure on one part of my head. Want to try that?" All the sudden I felt a pressure only on the left side of my head. Wasn't like a headache (and usually when i get headaches they aren't isolated to a left or right side anyways). It was just pressure, as if that portion had been squeezed. I smiled really widely at this, and asked if that was her, and if it was, to repeat the feeling. It repeated. I then asked if she could do the right side. The pressure on the left went away, but nothing on the right. I said okay, go back to the left. And she did. Eventually I got her to go to the right, and then based this into a yes/no game. Left was yes, right was no. I got through some of her personality traits like this, listing one, explaining it, then asking whether she understood. If the answer was no, I elaborated. I didn't stop until she moved back to the yes side. I got through 5 traits like this, but felt it might be best to chill for the moment and take a break until tomorrow. I'm really excited about this, so sorry if this is really long.

 

Looking forward to actual communication with Jade. This is awesome

nice, how much did you force? you seem to have practiced and advanced a lot. head pressures is a primal element of early forcing. it means that your brain is getting into it (or something like that). some say head pressures can also mean that the tulpa is ''present'' or awake, however that depends on person to person as i don't need to have head pressures to know that my tulpa is awake. 

 

never heard of communicating through head pressures tho, gonna leave that part to tulpa001

[tulpa001]

Yeah, that happens. To a few tulpamancers.

[Bamboozled]

Well, today was a bit different than the rest. Last night I made a ton of progress as I mentioned, but I think it took a lot out of me. Even though I went to bed at around 11 which is pretty early for me, I was extremely tired throughout the day. I also had trouble directly connecting with Jade, so I'm gonna pin it on mental exhaustion. I pretty much have only done active forcing for several hours a day since I started, so that may be the reason. Today I tried a lot more passive forcing than I usually do, and tried to avoid too much active forcing. If I'm still too mentally exhausted tonight before I sleep and after I meditate, then I won't try active forcing. Otherwise I'm gonna give it another shot, see if I can establish some more communication with the head pressures and whatnot.

[Bamboozled]

Update:

Felt like giving it another go, I really felt like I was in a good mindset to do some more active forcing. Besides, I really wanna make sure I get a good chunk of active forcing in every day to really establish a good bond, mentally exhausted or not. I meditated for around 5 minutes, and when I was done I was able to communicate with her the same way I did last night (head pressure on either left or right side of head). This made me really excited and relieved that it happened again, and wasn't a one-night phenomenon. I went through the rest of her personality traits (the ones I didn't finish from last night) then called it there, because again I don't want to strain or rush anything. But I am a really glad Jade and I are on a reliable communication method, and I'm hoping to evolve this to vocalization soon (though I know this is a while from now)

[juasjuasie]

it seems that you are doing good! just remember to train her vocals, there are guides about that. How many hours did you active force on average?

[Bamboozled]

I active forced for about an hour and a half

[Bamboozled]

Thursday, March 9th, 2017:

I'm defintitely gonna take a break from active forcing today. Since day one I've been doing about an hour and a half of active forcing each day, maybe more. It's taking a huge toll on me, I'm mentally exhausted. I'll still do a lot of passive (maybe a bit more than I usually do to compensate for the lack of active forcing), so I'm not gonna completely neglect Jade

[juasjuasie]

Thursday, March 9th, 2017:

I'm defintitely gonna take a break from active forcing today. Since day one I've been doing about an hour and a half of active forcing each day, maybe more. It's taking a huge toll on me, I'm mentally exhausted. I'll still do a lot of passive (maybe a bit more than I usually do to compensate for the lack of active forcing), so I'm not gonna completely neglect Jade

it is essential to passive force in early stages of tulpamancy so the tulpa can grow healthy. with just being aware that she is there and telling her what are your doing should do the job just fine. it also worked for me to have an schedule on active forcing to take things with responsibility and to avoid laziness. But that depends on the person.