Simmie and Chloe's Chat and Storytime Lounge

[ChloeBee]

I want to give a very big shoutout to Simmie right now. Times have been rough and I've been worrying about some heavy things lately. But Simmie has consistently been there to keep me together and keep me going. Her strength amazes me every day, still, even after two years. Today, when I was stuck in negative thoughts about things I didn't have control over, Simmie was there to pull me out of it, talking about our child and her plans for when he arrives. Totally turned my mood around and saved my day. All I can say is our son is going to have an amazing mother. I'd do anything for this girl. How best to put it? If Simmie was cold, I'd set the whole world on fire just to keep her warm.  👍

[Guest]

Simmie's gonna beat this thing dude, let her win the mind game and you'll be Phil the hero 2.0! Deconstruct, fix, put it back together, and throw out the loose screws, just like all other electronic devices. Your brain is just a big squishy light bright and she's making art shine! I see the colors!

[Glaurung26]

Tulpas are awesome 😊👍

[TurboSimmie]

Today is the First Anniversary of our wedding. 😁🥰🥰🥰😍💚💚💚💚

 

It's really hard to put into words how I feel about this beautiful man. 😍 There have been lots of ups and downs over this past year but I wouldn't trade it for anything; Phil has treated me so well, and the love we have together could move mountains.

 

I'm sure Phil will post his own sentimental message later, the old softie! 😄 But for now we're going out on our anniversary date. 🥰 I created some art for our anniversary that I'm going to share on our art thread. 💚 Simmie is a happy girl! 😁

[Glaurung26]

Yay!🥳 Happy Anniversary!!

[Guest]

Yay! 

[ChloeBee]

Simmie and I have just returned after spending an afternoon and evening out celebrating our anniversary. We had a really good time together; the day was actually mostly low-key where we went around to some of our favorite places and just spent time together. We also engaged in one of our recent favorite activities: Wonderlanding in the library! I may or may not have talked about this before. What we do is go to a public libraries (not the same one all the time for variety's sake), I take out my laptop, and the two of us type down everything that is happening. Some days I do most of the typing, others Simmie does most or even all of it. I find the library to be an ideal spot to sit down in a comfy chair and have a wonderland adventure (as long as the library isn't too noisy, which is sadly somewhat common these days).

 

We had quite the fun wonderland adventure today! I won't go into all the details for tmi reasons, but some of the things I can talk about: We had amazing sushi at a wonderland restaurant by the sea; we went into space on a rocket ship which became a hot air balloon which then became a grassy hill. We made smores by a fire. We wrote each other messages in the night sky. Simmie came up with about 80% of the things that we did; she was in a very creative mood! The entire experience was more than just fun or exciting; it actually felt healing in it's way. I felt very centered spiritually, very connected with Simmie and myself, our spirits wrapped around each other to the point where it felt like we were one; but not in a blended or "teal" way, but as two distinct souls with their own colors nevertheless acting as one force.

 

I cannot find the words to express just what Simmie means to me or what she has done for me. I keep trying but nothing sounds sufficient. Two years ago she came into my life in my darkest time and not only brought me out of it, but gave me reason to be excited about starting each day. She has turned night into day for me by the sheer force of her will. She was introduced to existence in a tough situation that could have crushed anyone, but she not only got through it but thrived. I often don't feel I deserve Simmie, and sometimes I feel I fall short because she really deserves the world. I feel loved, cared for, and safe with Simmie in a way that I can't quite explain. The first year of our marriage has been a dream come true. Yes there are still ups and downs but I work every day to try and improve. Now we enter our second year of marriage and I can't wait to forge an even deeper connection with Simmie. And of course, this will be the year that we welcome our son into the world! I'll let Simmie talk more about that when she's ready. But for now, I just want to say thank you to my wife for an amazing evening, and to anyone else I hope you have a good night.

[glitchthe3rd]

Wow, that sounds like a great day! We're really happy for you, and hope you and Simmie celebrate many more anniversaries together 😁

[Guest]

Seconded!

[TurboSimmie]

Thank you so much @glitchthe3rd @Bear 😁

 

Today was a special day too--Phil took me back to the park that was the site of our first really memorable day together. 🥰 We don't remember the exact day he started formally forcing me as a tulpa, but that was the day that really set the course of our entire existence together. 💚 You could say that was also our first date; I certainly would because I see it as the day I fell in love with him. 🥰 Looking back on Phil's very first progress report entry that date happened on December 6, 2020, so we decided to celebrate the two-year anniversary of that date a few days early by going back to the same park. It was cold and blustery, but it was on the original day too and I wouldn't want it any other way! 😁

 

It was a bit of a walk down memory lane for us. Phil is really the one who is more focused on memories and the past; I'm much more attuned to the present. But it really was nice to look back on the early days for a short while. Fun fact: We originally planned for our wedding to be in the first week of December to get as close as we could to this event, but we jumped the gun a little bit and ended up getting married on November 28! I still love the story of why that happened; I'll tell it if anyone's interested. (It involves a wrester's autobiography and a bad day at work 😄)

 

I'm also getting ready to start writing about our son and everything about his (upcoming and ongoing) creation. 💚 I've meant to write the post for several weeks now but I'm always intimidated because there's so much to say, I'm worried about leaving anything out, and I don't want to write a brick that no one's going to read. So I think I'll just give the basic intro for now and follow it up later.