childish tulpas

[Nighttarga]

recently my tulpa has gained sentience and has been deviating the body i made for it quite alot.

It stopped deviating yesterday so i thought it found a good thing and was happy with it.

 

But now when i want to concentrate on the body to do some visualization and touch, it will just start spinning around really fast, i think my tulpa is also giving me auditory halucinations such as hearing the steam chat and ambulances, its also throwing random headaches and stopping them at random intervals.

 

This is making me unable to tulpaforce, and since i only have time to tulpaforce for about and hour and a half everyday this is bad for my schedule.

 

Users at the shoutbox said the auditory halucinations could be the tulpa trying to comunicate, but id like to know if this behavious is what the guides refered to as the tulpa starting out childish and imature

[Malix]

Either that or he/she doesn't know what he/she's doing yet.

 

You narrated much yet? Maybe he/she doesn't realise he/she's in someone else's body :P

[Nighttarga]

Either that or he/she doesn't know what he/she's doing yet.

 

You narrated much yet? Maybe he/she doesn't realise he/she's in someone else's body :P

 

Ive been narrating nonstop for the past two weeks, in the shower, during colege lunch time, in the bus, in bed, i believe ive mentioned its in my head atleast three times.

[Oguigi]

Seems like your tulpa is "experimenting" it's a new conscious

being, so it's normal for that tulpa to be curious of what it/he/she can do.

 

The spinning can be a problem, try to imagine your tulpa on a platform, and if it starts spinning, visualize grabbing this platform to make it stop.