not sure whats going on.

[Nighttarga]

so many questions.

 

Lets start by the one that seems to be bugging me the most.

So, for about a week and a few days now my tulpa has become vocal, however, it only talks whenever i talk to it, and before i even finish talking its like im already comming up with what she's about to say, im getting this awful feeling im parroting, although i know i shouldnt believe i am because of obvs, is this normal or whats going on here?

Also, ive tulpaforced her voice alot, and yet she still uses my own voice, and its that little dim mindvoice i can barely hear, how long did yours take to be much more audible?

 

And the third, ive read that tulpae can acess memories, ive given mine permission, long story short, i was trying to remember something and my tulpa assured my it was X, when i came home turns out was Y.

 

And another thing, like i said that i feel myself imagining what my tulpa is about to say, once i notice it its like my tulpa just starts making out stupid words like her brain just stopped working.

 

These all are convincing me im parroting, and as much as id like to continue because im not sure if it is or not parroting i still cant know for sure what to do.

 

Ive done prism test to assure im not puppetting, and ive also tried clearing my mind to check for parroting , but i cant make it out for sure.

[fennecfoxx]

I don't think you're parroting her. If you're not consciously coming up with what she's saying, then, chances are, that's her speaking. As for feeling like you're "coming up with what she's about to say" before you finish speaking, that's probably just her interrupting you. That's neither you thinking of her words ahead of time, nor is it her being rude by interrupting you; it's a common problem, as far as I'm aware. I'm not exactly sure why tulpae tend to interrupt their hosts occasionally (and vice versa sometimes), but my guess is it has something to do with partially sharing a mind.

[Dreamless Window]

I'm not exactly sure why tulpae tend to interrupt their hosts occasionally (and vice versa sometimes), but my guess is it has something to do with partially sharing a mind.

It's because while they are not vocal (in an audible, imposed way), you use your thoughts to communicate; and obviously, they already know what you are going to say before you finish saying it, and they start thinking about what to answer.

[Oguigi]

I think i may be able to answer some of your questions, Nighttarga

 

 

it only talks whenever i talk to it, and before i even finish talking its like im already comming up with what she's about to say, im getting this awful feeling im parroting, although i know i shouldnt believe i am because of obvs, is this normal or whats going on here?

 

Yes this is Normal and the same thing happens to most of us, this works both ways, which is why a tulpa may seem to answer your questions before you even finish it or even speak it.

 

Also, ive tulpaforced her voice alot, and yet she still uses my own voice, and its that little dim mindvoice i can barely hear, how long did yours take to be much more audible?

 

As she gets stronger the voice will be more define, it's something that will take time, For me it may have been a month, but it's still something that is improving. and will improve even more when they learn how to augment audio hallucinations when they speak.

 

And the third, ive read that tulpae can acess memories, ive given mine permission, long story short, i was trying to remember something and my tulpa assured my it was X, when i came home turns out was Y.

 

Your tulpa is still young, don't expect them to always be right, they may actually get alot of things wrong. you been around for years and you still get things wrong, she just a couple weeks old.

 

And another thing, like i said that i feel myself imagining what my tulpa is about to say, once i notice it its like my tulpa just starts making out stupid words like her brain just stopped working.

 

Well your tulpa was going to say something, but you effectively stop the thought process, young tulpas are almost entirely depended on their creators minds, they don't have much to work with. this is why some tulpas cannot speak unless spoken to.

 

These all are convincing me im parroting, and as much as id like to continue because im not sure if it is or not parroting i still cant know for sure what to do.

 

What is happening to you is completely Normal in the early stages of tulpa creation, you are not parroting.

 

 

 

 

I hope my advice help, Am glad your asking for help often. And I wish the best for the both of you.

[SSaint]

some tulpas cannot speak unless spoken to.

 

That's my kind of tulpa. Always obedient. No back-talk, no smack-talk.

[Nighttarga]

thanks koomer, your awsers helped alot, and, of course, everyone else too, thanks.

Ill be sure not to doubt so much from my tamitha now. Thanks again :3

[Frostwolf]

I had the exact same thing happen to me once Lyra started talking. At first it was just a word. Then a day later another word then a few days nothing. And then it seemed like I was suddenly talking to myself. I got reponses that looked like they came from me. If you still have any doubts you should look up the Burst of paroting topic I posted about a week or so ago. Just reading that made me not feel like I was parroting and made me beleave in my tulpa once more. That feeling of it being you is only natural and requires some time to get used to. You might feel doubt again soon because the same thing happened to me. hell I even thought I was actually going crazy one afternoon but reading about that whatever you experience is what everyone experiences makes you feel a lot more normal and actually happy your tulpa is talking to you. Lyra still talks in the same voice as I do and uses about the same words but It's starting to get really easy to seperate me from her.

As for that feeling that you get when you get a response even before all the words are spoken in your mind is also very normal. I think (not sure) that when you speak in your mind you are unintentionally translating the uncoded thoughts. These uncoded thoughts are what you and your tulpa communicate with. The time it takes for an uncoded thought to reach your tulpa is much shorter than you being able to translate them into something you hear in your mind. Thats why it looks like they react even before you are finished saying what you want to say. They already recieved your message and are trying to say something back. They send an uncoded message back and you unintentionally translate it. These uncoded messages look almost the exact same as the messages you send making them have the same voice and feeling you get when you say something.