Soldier's Tulpa Sandbox

[Soldier_of_Faith]

Stumbled onto the topics of Tulpa creation a few days ago and it seemed like a very interesting topic to learn more about. I've read most of the guides on here and it seems pretty straight forward, but I'll try some of my own home brewed methods as well. All I can say is wish me luck lol

 

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So here is my very Basic trait outline for my Tulpa that I wrote up a few days ago.

 

Lisette Stroiche

 

1) Reasoning: The mind is her best friend and her most sacred ground

- Intelligent: To her intelligence is one of the most important parts of a good person

- Smart: Intelligence means nothing without the means to use it

- Book Smart: Books can teach her many things and take her on adventures.

- Book worm: Best way to sharpen her mind

- Word Smart: A large vocabulary allows her to convey her thoughts

- Music Smart: She can also speak through music to guide her feelings

- Logic Smart: Common sense is a rare thing, so she makes good use of it

- Cook: Her good senses help her in the kitchen

- Articulate: What are words if she cannot use them effectively?

- Observant: It takes a keen eye and a sharp mind to notice everything

- Good cook: Her good sense allows her to blend tastes in food well

- Curious: Her curiosity drives her pursuit for more knowledge

- Little “d” democrat: She learns to question authority and government for good

- Witty: She knows that she can make good points or conversation with creativeness

- Mature: Maturity will help her grow into a better and more developed person

 

2) Introvert: For her, keeping her feelings on the inside keeps her safe

- Hard working: Works to keep herself in check and advance herself

- Thoughtful: She thinks before she speaks

- Reserved: As a result she listens more than she speaks when pressed.

- Coy: Often blushes and becomes timid when hiding personal emotions

- Cute: Her mannerisms give her an attractive aura

- Quiet: To those she does not fully trust or know

-Shy: Around large crowds or groups

3) Perfectionism: She wishes to be the best she can be on the inside and outside

- Clean: Cleanliness is one of the first few things a person notices about her

- Pride: By having pride, she is more determined to better herself and keep it that way

- Narcissistic: She overbearingly reminds others of how special and important she is

- Air of superiority: She never forgets that she is better than most people

- Refined: She is not of common birth, as such she takes care of herself

- Elegant: She recognizes the importance of status in one’s way of life

-Kuudere: She has a calm, collected side as well as a affectionate, loving side.

 

4) Dominance:

- Hime-complex: Demands to be treated like a princess

- Sadist: Inflicting pain or abuse is always entertaining to her

- Aggressive: Will deter others from stepping into her territory

- Headstrong: Disregards logic when she has to prove herself

- Stubborn: Will argue and fight over bog or small issues, unless she is totally wrong

- Protective: Will do whatever it takes to keep what’s hers

 

5) Submissiveness: Sometimes she likes to let someone else take care of or order her

- Obedient: She feels that listening to orders can sometimes be a relief

- Masochist: Being mistreated or ordered around can be just as fun as inflicting it

- Loyal: She forms permanent bonds to which she will not break

 

6) Warm: She finds that it’s easy to be loved when warm

- Gentle: An emotional and careful mindset can calm her

- Compassionate: She feels the pain of others and can relate

 

7) Emotionally Unstable: With so much pressure on her shoulders, she has emotional cracks

- Scared easily: Although headstrong she is not very brave and is easily ruffled

- Cries: Not often, but she will do so in private when there is too much on her mind

- Works bad under stress: A lot of pressure is put on her, as such she can break easily

- Needs attention: She gains energy by being loved or talked to

- Short temper: Although good at heart, she has her moments of rage

- Temper Tantrums: Her short temper and immaturity can lead to cute fusses

 

8) Liveliness: She releases her inner self when at peace

- Playful: She is often hard working, but likes to have fun and joke around as well

- A tease: She likes to play with others emotions to get responses

- Immature: She sometimes forgets what it’s like to be carefree, but not always

- Child-like: While around the right people, she’ll abandon her shell and fool around

- Out-going: She’ll step out of her shell and go out to have fun on occasion

- Clumsy: Her random bursts of energy make her a constant klutz

 

Likes:

-Reading books: Classics preferred, mostly from the 19th century. Nothing like Twilight or Hunger Games

-Hot Showers: She has a thing for being completely cleaned and washed thouroughly.

-Snow/Cold weather in general

-Sweets: She prefers pastries over candy, but either is fine.

-Playing the Piano: Yet again anything from Classical to the Victorian era.

 

Dislikes:

 

Powers/Abilities:

-Entering the world or story of a book

-Making powers or objects usable in her world. For example, King Arthur's Excalibur or Zeus' Thunder bolts. (She can slightly alter them as well)

 

 

I'm well aware that some traits may conflict and that she might change some of them over time, but that's alright. In fact that's why I gave her some conflicting ones in the off chance that she did change slightly.

 

(Work in Progress...)

[Soldier_of_Faith]

10/28/2012: Nothing too much to report, but for today I:

 

-Narrated just about anything I did today to Lisette

-Read about 7 chapters of Beowulf out loud to her (I assumed that she had liked it since it seemed like her type of literature, but I'll have to find out later.)

-Took some time out to kind of piece together a wonderland for her if she ever gets bored. If anyone has ever played Fallout: New Vegas, I choose to make Doc Mitchell's house in Good springs my wonderland for now since it's pretty simple. I'll add on or change it later.

 

Also since Hurricane Sandy will be hitting tomorrow and school is out, provided we loose power I'll be able to spend a lot of 1 on 1 time with Lisette, which I look forward to.

[Soldier_of_Faith]

Heh, finally was able to get some power back on at home after the hurricane, so I figured I might as well post what I can now:

 

10/29/12: No power at all so I took some time out to narrate/read to Lisette.

-I finished reading Beowulf to her and read a chapter or two of the Inferno to her throughout the day.

-I also sat down and forced in small increments.

- Made temporary wonderland in the form of a dormitory, and waited outside of Lisette's room since the door was locked. I worked on personality by taking slips of paper, writing down everything I could think of about her traits, likes, dislikes, etc. and then slipped them underneath her door. After doing about 2 or 3 characteristics I was able to see her hand go down and pick up the pieces of paper. It was natural feeling like most people here would describe, but it was pretty damn cool too. To double check I imagined a slot in the door and for a few seconds got a look at her eyes which was also exciting.

- Felt tired after forcing and thought that maybe reading old books gets boring after a while, so I read the first volume of Gintama to Lisette as a break from the serious stuff.

 

10/30/12: No power again, so I'd do as much as I could with Lisette

-Read about a 1/3 of the Inferno to her, although no responses sadly

-Talked one on one, mostly small talk and encouraging her in saying what a good job she was doing and to try her best to reach out to me

-Did some more relaxed reading by narrating volumes 1&2 of Spice&Wolf to her late at night.

 

10/31/12: Yet again no power, and Halloween canceled =/

-I decided not to read the inferno today, since I don't want to over work the two of us

-Instead I read vol 1 and 2 of Rosario+Vampire to Lisette since it has to do with monsters and it's halloween

 

Over all I think we're making good progress

[Soldier_of_Faith]

11/1/12: Still not home, so not able to concentrate/force 100% But great progress! Had my friend do some Q&A with Lisette with me relaying the messages. I entered our wonderland and was able to get some answers after some concentration.

 

Q: What is your favorite color?

A: [Hard to explain, but a voiceless feeling/idea went through my head saying something along these lines] Ehh... noting as of now.

 

Q: Your Birthday?

A: [Opens up a planner to this page] October 16

 

Q: Nationality?

A: [i hold a map for her and she taps in order] England, Germany, Russia, Japan

 

Q: What are you wearing?

A: [i told her to change outfits when I counted to five and opened my eyes in my wonderland. She was wearing a black parka with a fleece lined hood, grey mittens, purple sailor skirt with white line going around it, and black knee socks since it was cold.]

 

Although she wasn't vocal, and it was all kind of fuzzy, I do not believe I was parroting and was actually conveying these feelings to me. I was very proud of our progress today :'3

[Soldier_of_Faith]

Alright I've been lazy the past few days besides just keeping Lisette in mind whenever I have the chance, so I figured I'd try to work on her form and make a supplemental model or two to help out. Thus I have a whole lot of images to post, so please enjoy:

 

 

 

 

 

I've got some emotion/reaction shots that I took as well that I might post up if I get a chance. Feed back would be appreciated, and if anyone else would like me to throw together a model for them even if it's for the lulz I'd be more than happy to.

[Soldier_of_Faith]

Figured I'd throw a few emotion shots up since I've got the time:

 

Shy

 

Angry

 

Teasing/Playful

 

And for the laughs, Carmeldansen

[Soldier_of_Faith]

11/5/12: Once power finally came back on at home, Lisette seemed to be relieved or at least gave off those types of feelings once we returned home after living at a relatives house for the past few days. With that being said I want to present the following question to anyone willing to answer:

 

Does your Tulpa have any place it considers to be "home", whether it be in your wonderland or physical home?

 

11/6/12: Narrated as I could and went to go vote today (Democratic-Republic at it's best). I tried to see if Lisette had any opinion on the candidates but I couldn't get anything out of her. Maybe I'll try to ask her about it later tonight.

 

I also tried to introduce the idea of making a Tulpa to a friend of mine about 2 weeks ago and he seems excited and was going to begin today. I think it'll be cool to see how he progresses as well as knowing someone else in real life with a Tulpa.

[Soldier_of_Faith]

Got home a bit earlier than usual today and there's still testing for the rest of the week so I didn't have much to do. So I decided to watch some anime with Lisette since we haven't done that yet. We watched 5 episodes of Dantalian no Shoka together; I had picked the series since it's a deeper series and revolves around mystery and books which is right up Lisette's alley. I could tell that she really enjoyed watching it with me which made the both of us happy.

 

In fact, if I had to select the top 3 things that can describe both of us together, it would be this series. Lisette has the same tsundere personality, love for sweets, and love for books just like the main heroine Danlian. Coincidentally, Danlian's other name in the series "Kuro no Yomihime" can be translated into Black Reading Princess, for her love of books and gothic lolita style of dress (Not to be confused with lolita complex) which is exactly what Lisette is as well. As for the main character, out of any character in any form of book, movie, or game I associate with him the most. Hugh Anthony Disward and I would look almost exactly the same if we were both real, share the same style of personality and talk (within reason), and also have part of our names in common.

 

Even though I never intended it, I think when I originally created Lisette I may have built her a bit like Danlian since I'm so fond of the series. So then I ask: Do you ever watch a TV or Anime series with your Tulpa? If so, what is your favorite one?

[Guest Anonymous]

I haven't watched a tv series with Helix or Pixel yet. I know Helix plays CoD occasionally though. We do have a home together, which I might draw sometime. Also, nice work on having a vocal tulpa. I must ask, however: Why are the images kind of small?

[Soldier_of_Faith]

I haven't watched a tv series with Helix or Pixel yet. I know Helix plays CoD occasionally though. We do have a home together, which I might draw sometime. Also, nice work on having a vocal tulpa. I must ask, however: Why are the images kind of small?

 

Getting your Tulpa to play a video game with you... I'll have to look into that sometime, since I can tell that Lisette gets aggravated when I play too much on my own.

 

And as for the images: If you're talking about the thumb nails themselves then you can click on them to enlarge. If you're talking about the enlarged images (Which I think you are lol) I had to screenshot them from the game I was using to design her at the time, so I'm sorry for the size. I'll try to get larger ones in the future.

 

And thanks, but she isn't 100% vocal yet unfortunately. We kind of use a yes/no system if I have to ask her something as well as her giving me certain positive or negative feed back when I do something. Rarely however she sends me a little bit of her thoughts, but I don't think it's the same as if she were speaking.