Emmy's progress report

[Emmy363]

1/23/13

 

Sometimes it seems like I'm making progress, and others it doesn't. A few nights ago I tried doing an activity where I visualized and felt Dani at the same time and I got a lot of head pressure, but I haven't felt anything since then. The next day, I was taking Dani on a tour through my house in my wonderland, and we were going to go outside when there was a kind of "glitch" where Dani stayed in the same room, and followed me at the same time like she was in two places. It was really weird and I was really confused. I asked her if she was doing it, and she started crying and I think she said she was really confused. I was really confused too, and I was really worried I did something wrong. Since then we haven't been exploring the wonderland much, and I've been focusing on personality more because I feel like I better understand her after a personality session. I think I was confused about parroting her before because I realized a lot of the time her mindvoice is the same I as mine. I don't know if that's because she just doesn't have a voice picked out yet, or I really am parroting her some of the time when I'm expecting a response. She has surprised me a few times, but never when I asked her to. I'm going to try to force in the morning, but I'm not used to waking up at 5 yet, and it's really hard to make myself wake up. I owe it to Dani though.

[Emmy363]

2/3/13

 

I can't believe it's been over a week! I'm still not making a lot of progress, and I know its because I'm not forcing enough, but it seems like I haven't had anytime this week. Oh well, I just need to keep adding time and I'll get there. This week has been really neutral. I'm forcing enough to keep Dani in mind, but not to make a lot of progress. Next week will be less busy, so I'm hoping I'll have time after club and before homework to add an extra half hour- hour.