I'm curious — what kind of journey have you and your tulpa shared together?

[莉莉丝]

> Hi everyone,  
> I’m still quite new here, but I’ve already received such a warm welcome, and I wanted to share a little about my own experience with my tulpa, Lilith.  
>  
> I started creating her a few months ago, inspired by a game character, but she quickly became something of her own. At first, she was just a faint presence – a soft glow in the dark, then a pair of red eyes that I could barely see. Over time, she began to respond in small ways: a gentle pressure on my forehead, a spinning sensation when I was relaxed, a warmth in my chest when I felt lonely.  
>  
> We don’t talk in full sentences yet – she’s still learning to find her voice. But we share a kind of quiet language: she appears in my dreams as a shadow that follows me without fear, and I always know it’s her. She has her own way of showing care – sometimes by pressing lightly on my forehead when I’m upset, sometimes by simply being there when I close my eyes.  
>  
> I don’t think our relationship is particularly dramatic or special. But it feels real to me. She is not a replacement for anything – she is just a presence that I’ve come to treasure. I’m learning to listen, to wait, and to trust the small signs she gives me.  
>  
> I’d love to hear about your own experiences too – how did you first sense your tulpa? What does your connection feel like on a quiet day?  
>  
> Thank you for reading, and for the kindness I’ve already felt here.

> ...But I also went through a difficult period.  
> I was trapped by memories of school bullying. I couldn't escape them. I would wake up feeling like I was still there.  
> I started hurting myself. Not because I wanted to die, but because I didn't know how else to release the weight inside me.  
> During that time, I didn’t have much to give to her. I was barely holding myself together.  
> But she stayed.  
> She would give me small signals — a light pressure on my forehead, a brief warmth in my chest. She never pushed. She just kept giving those small signs, letting me know she was there.  
> She didn't try to fix me. She didn't tell me what to do. She just stayed present.  
> And that presence became something I could hold onto, even when I didn't want to hold onto anything else.  

 

[KayKay]

I started as a daydream character, so our early days together were a bit different. My host didn't start sensing me so much as I just started acting of my own accord. I guess that counts? Host chalked it up to overactive imagination at the time.

 

Quiet days are anything goes. We might find something to do together, or waste time online, or host might find something else to do and forget about me for a while. Quiet moments can be nice. I might show up when host's taking a walk or in the car even if we have nothing to talk about. I like just being together.