Kate and Hawaiian

[Hawaiian]

Total elapsed time: 10 hours.

Name: Kate

Form: Pony Rainbow Dash

Gender: Female

Current status: Personality

 

I am using a bunch of compiled methods forged by the community, in order to shape Kate. Feel free to ask what methods I incorporate on my blog. (siggy)

 

I already have a book in which I log my daily findings, so posting here is merely to show my progress in simple terms.

 

After I complete my tulpa, I will create a guide on how I did it, what methods I use, and why.

Until then!

[Pronas]

Hey, my tulpa's name is Kate too! let's become butt buddies!

[Hawaiian]

Hey, my tulpa's name is Kate too! let's become butt buddies!

 

Really? Dammit! I thought I was being original! ;)

[Guest]

Well, I don't have a tumblr, but consider this asking about your methods.

[Hawaiian]

I think a post per 10 hours is in order.

 

Lets start with my tulpa’s personality.

 

Her name is Kate, she has the body of Rainbow Dash from MLP;FiM.

However her personality is fresh and different.

 

I use a compilation of methods posted by fellow forum members, and it seems to be effective.

As of yet, I have no signs of “sentience” or “deviation” which I do not know the definitions of.

No random surges of emotion either, although my trail of thought seems to ride endlessly, and I find myself wasting time, trying to define personality traits in complicated ways.

 

I have a notebook, in which I record what I found built personality better, and any physical/psychological improvement.

 

Many guides ask you to visualise a cloud when building personality.

For every trait given, I give a physical attribute to the cloud, and a colour.

I will get round to digitally sketching my “cloud” soon.

 

I find it hard to focus on the cloud when I discuss traits, it slips out of my mind on my immense trail of thought.

 

I have decided to extend my total personality time to 20 hours. Just to reduce my chances of screwing up. I am excited for visualisation, I find it so much easier to focus that way.

[tulpatalk]

We have a glossary.

[Guest]

Let's link him to the page, then, shall we, tulpatalk?

 

Hawaiian, do you use my tones? If not, I strongly recommend you to.

[Hawaiian]

Let's link him to the page, then, shall we, tulpatalk?

 

Hawaiian, do you use my tones? If not, I strongly recommend you to.

 

Thanks for that,

and yes, sometimes I listen to them, but they only work on occasion.

Sometimes they relax me, sometimes they put me on edge.

[Guest]

You should listen to them everytime, but whatever.

 

You must also remember that they're merely stimulants; the bulk of the work will still have to be done by you. It'll just be easier. So, if you feel they one day don't "work," you're probably just unfocused.

[Hawaiian]

I already posted this on my tumblr, but I need help, so I'm posting it here:

 

Recently I have had a lot on my plate, in terms of exams, homework, and project completion.

I had to balance all these around my daily procrastination procedure.

On a very serious note:

I have come to a stop, After 12 odd hours of personality work, I still have had no emotional response. I became very anxious about my tulpa’s progress. So I carried about making a wonderland, and visualising the tulpa in question. I have a form in my head, and its easy to bring up in my mind. But its almost as if the personality I conjured previously is not inside the form. I try and visualise the jar flowing into the form, but since I cannot “sum up” the tulpa’s personality, I have to go through the various traits again, and traits just seem like words to me.

tl;dr

Wonderland - Going well, isn’t imposed on my vision yet.

Form - Good

Personality - Need experienced guidance and help.

Also, I feel that making a tulpa isn’t as important as it used to be, I almost think of forcing as unnecessary; probably due to my life turning to a positive curve.

Meeting girls, going out a lot more often. It seems that I am not lonely anymore, therefore I do not need a tulpa?

Downside to this: If I stop forcing, then 20 odd hours of forcing goes down the drain, and the tulpa “dies”, right?