Kate and Hawaiian

[Pronas]

Once you start, you can't go back son. Unless you want to kill a BABY. Anyways, making a tulpa takes hard work and effort, and you shouldn't feel discouraged even after 12 hours of seemingly no results. If you do want to quit, then it's probably fine, but as you said, it's 12 hours down the drain.

[Guest]

Sorry to hear that your life took such a negative curve as to evolve into socializing and meeting girls. Despite that, I strongly encourage you to continue tulpaforcing.

 

A tip for personality I can give you is coming up with three very short sentences about each trait, which you repeat for as long as you can be arsed to. For example, for the "funny" trait of Pinkie, I said, over and over, "You are funny. You make me smile. You make me laugh." This has worked very well for me so far. The reason that it works is due to the self-hypnosis that you're partially inducing by continually telling your tulpa how she is.

[ThatOneGuy]

At this point I doubt the tulpa is aware enough to care about being killed off and given up on, but I still don't recommend stopping. And I would also like to note that the personality isn't exactly contained within the form. The form is sort of separate from the mind, and the tulpa moves it around, sort of like how we move our bodies around. The catch is that the tulpa's mind is contained within our brain rather than their form. Basically, don't worry too much about the form at this point. Try and recognize the feel of the tulpa's mind forming, rather than the form.

[Hawaiian]

Thanks all for the guidance, I think I'll try forcing, but I'm only going to keep it at an hour per night, and thats counting on me staying awake.

[Hawaiian]

Stopped forcing a month ago. I think I may carry on forcing in the future, but right now, with exams and A-levels coming up; t'is not wise to start a 100+ hour project to make an imaginary friend.

I want to study psychology.

 

The main reason for starting a tulpa in the first place:

I was lonely and needed ponies.

 

I realised that I am a very silly man and need to go out and socialise.

Therefore I did what was necessary, and I now have a lovely girlfriend to substitute my apparent "need" for a tulpa.

So there goes about 12+ hours down the drain.

But I received no signs of sentient activity. So I believe that not much was lost anyway.

 

I will be lurking, and occasionally posting. But I will probably not begin creating a tulpa in the near future.

Although, I must confess; seeing other people achieving sentient tulpa's makes me cringe with jealousy.

This will be the last "progress log" of this thread. At least until I try again.