Vampires musings

[Vampire13]

So whats been going on during the last 10 days? not much as usual just forcing and narrating. the lengths of time that i have been doing these two activities has slowly declined over the past week, i must work on getting these times back up over the next few days.

 

the two girls seem pretty happy, head pressures have become more common and stronger, but i havent felt any emotional responses recently. I dont think either one of them is talking yet, but that could just be im not listening hard enough.

 

might as well make a comment about the shout box seeing as everybody else has had something to say about it. i have never used it myself, but i have sat there and read some of the conversations and it seemed like everybody on there was having a good time. i was even considering jumping onto the shoutbox this week and joining in on some of the conversations that take place there, not that it is a hassle opening up the new channel, it would of been nice if it could of stayed there. i think it was a good part of the community and it is kinda sad that it has been taken away, and i hope that the new channel will stay as happy and friendly as the old shoutbox.

 

anyway, im off to do some forcing with stranger. everyone enjoy your weeks.

[Aurora]

Hi, Vampire13. You were very quick to cheer us up when we were down, I really want to say thank you for that. It was very kind :)

 

Glad to see that you seems to be doing well, I hope you find their mindvoices soon. Perhaps you can try writing their words down, that seemed to work for us. Oh, and if don't want to create any more tulpas accidentally that's very simple. Just believe that you can't and perhaps use some sort of symbolism to support that belief.

 

I wish you luck in this amazing endeavour and I'm looking forward to seeing good news from you. And if you ever feel like chatting, I'm always up for it :)

[Vampire13]

Hi, Vampire13. You were very quick to cheer us up when we were down, I really want to say thank you for that. It was very kind :)

 

Glad to see that you seems to be doing well, I hope you find their mindvoices soon. Perhaps you can try writing their words down, that seemed to work for us. Oh, and if don't want to create any more tulpas accidentally that's very simple. Just believe that you can't and perhaps use some sort of symbolism to support that belief.

 

I wish you luck in this amazing endeavour and I'm looking forward to seeing good news from you. And if you ever feel like chatting, I'm always up for it :)

 

Hello Aurora, all to happy to help you and it is good to see that you are all right. :)

 

I will try your suggestion of writing their words down, and also some other methods in the next week. And there will be no more accidental tulpa's; I have created a small sign and told both of the girls about it.

 

Thank you for the luck, and may I bring good new to you soon. And I think it would be nice to chat to you sometime. :)

[Vampire13]

Have been struggling with visualising everything in the past few days, Tulpas, Wonderlands, everything. And it is becoming frustrating. Frustrated is not good I need to get out of that.

 

I am re-reading the guides again and we are slowly figuring out a way to improve again.

 

I think the most promising technique has been flashing up an image for a moment before it fades. I think we might make some progress again using this. We will see.

 

Down on forcing time, done like 1h30min since the last post, but narration has been good, my Tulpae will be sporting experts by the time they are vocal.

 

Adiós amigos, hasta la próxima tiempo.

 

~V

[Aarix]

The worst thing you can do is worry about it. Believe me I've made that mistake plenty. If its a problem take a little break and just narrate. Narration is the most important thing here, which you have. Get lost in daydreams more, basically visualize without pressure and get the hang of relaxing when you're meeting your expectations.

 

Happy Forcing!

[Vampire13]

Thanks Aarix, hope you and Sam are doing well.

 

 

Asked the girls to wake me up at 9:30am and make sure that I stay awake. Just to see if I can do it. They wake me up right on 9:30 and the first thing I think was "You said you were going to stay awake this time". Damn they why they do this to me, so tired.

 

My normal sleep pattern is 5am onwards.

 

They be mean.

 

But I love them.

 

And this will be a good day.

 

Also we are enjoying the time spent on #tulpa.shoutbox, even if half of the time has been spent hugging.