Tulpas and Schizophrenia

[ramalama]

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[Jun and Alexis]

"Oh look a schizophrenic person! Ask them a lot of questions!"

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>risperidone

>Any antipsychotic being used on a person with tupperware ever

I can tell you from experience that antipsychotics affect tulpees in terrible ways, as you have encountered, though other than mood changes there are risks brought upon them. I was on Abilify for a while, not knowing it was both an antipsychotic and antidepressant because my doctor didn't explain this to me. At any rate, 0% of notable forcing was done without "assisting" drugs. Why? Anti-psychotics are designed to get rid of hallucinations, order your thought patterns and all that. That being said tulpas are self-induced hallucinations though in our case (I'm not schizophrenic, but she was accidental) antipsychotics will break them. Another time I was on Risperidone for 1 and a half days, max. My Ayako was quiet, sedated, and pretty much gone. She begged me not to take it again. Since then I've never been on them and it's been hard. I lost literally everything going through tulpa and personal matters before I found this place and have yet to get any of my life back, so just a fair warning if so you don't lose anymore (IE, the ones most important to you living in your head).

 

They're both back to normal now after three weeks, but it was a horrifying experience to say the least!

I honestly have no idea how you managed this with your pills. How does it affect your visualization? Imposition (Though I suppose they take a real form anyway to you)? Vocality? I could never get tulpaphysics to work. Do you think your success in this is attributed to your schizophrenia? I've also read of a person's tupper completely disappearing until the drug had worn off, but I think that was Seroquel.

 

Last question is kind of odd and personal and probably ill-advised but I probably won't have another chance to ask: I have been trying to change my mindset to something similar to yours I once had a few years back. Are you able to make connections to anything? Like, find symbolism in everything, a cigar is not just a cigar, but a piece of the ultimate answer that will lead to a new world order. Like you feel connected and philosophical for no reason, make your own physics logic, find some way to delude yourself into believing it for realsies, and just think the real world works like a wonderland? That type of thing. Like imposing tulpa, but instead of tulpa psychosis that can be moderately controlled. I had that going once, unmedicated mind you, and it was actually the best and worst time of my life. My emotions were completely out of whack, but it was the time me and my Ayako bonded the most and established trust and a relationship. Ever since I've been on the regular SSRIs, I haven't been able to get back into that state. The actual question part is, if you answered yes to these, how would you say one would going about inducing this, if possible? My visualization skills are so nonexistant even after 3 years I have to get her to walk me through everything when we force. It was never like that back then. I know this is kind of insane, but I'm genuinely interested in getting back to that state where it was just the two of us.

[Lacquer]

Chao, you have to understand how much the functioning of tulpas is affected by belief. I think that maybe you had such a bad experience with antipsychotics because you believed that they would cause trouble.

 

OP, the best thing you can do is not worry, and you seem to have that down.

[Jun and Alexis]

I suppose that makes sense, but the risperwhosits did completely drown her out to where I had to actively feel around for her presence. I just wanted to exhibit that warning in an anecdote. In the case of Abilify, I also stated I didn't know it was an antipsychotic, yet it still impeded the process but not too much like risperwhatsit (Which was after) so I guess you may be right. I do still believe they can affect and impede just by nature of your mind shifting around. I really couldn't handle that so I emphasized it. I guess everyone's different. As OP said, after about 3 weeks his tuppers were back to normal.

[Mr. Duke and His Attorney]

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Huh, those stories of people developing schizophrenia from smoking way too much pot make sense now. Like in Infinite Jest.

[glitchthe3rd]

I know that antihallucinogens tend to force tulpae into a stasis-like state, though I had no idea that antipsychotics could affect them so profoundly (and Risperdal no less, which I took in high school along with Adderall for my autism).

[Ayanami_Sohryu]

My friend has described that he had a being that he called "nero" for the majority of his life, who influenced his decisions, took physical form, and was most definitely speaking to him. All his descriptions of it were very similar to tulpae.

 

He has schizophrenia. He's a pretty chill dude but I haven't seen him in quite awhile.

[ramalama]

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[CrazyMadFun]

I recently got diagnosed with schizophrenia, its interesting to see another person in the tulpa community who's also schizo. Unfortunately my tulpa Fey was more or less drowned out by my other hallucinations, but hearing that tulpas stick around even on anti psychotics is great news, so I'm going to start forcing again. Thanks for posting about this, it has given me hope for a friend in my messy mind.

[Anton]

I have a slight case of paranoid schizophrenia ... It doesn't affect Shine one bit.