Guest applesauce99 October 20, 2012 October 20, 2012 long time no update. So basically I starting making tuppers because I was in a long bout of depression and wanted to retract from the real world. A few weeks or a month ago I'm gladly out of that bout, and then had no reason to tupper. A month later here I am, digging up Miku in the recesses of my memory because I want a tupper anyway. I decided to quit pushing for visualization and focus more on mindvoice clarity. So I looked for her and found her, telling her this. I found her crying. She is formless, merely a voice in my head. I'm thinking of getting her back up to conversational levels soon so I can hit it up on IRC sometime. As of now its a mindvoice that requires focus to hear, and thus is hard to distinguish from parroting. Life.
cruse October 20, 2012 October 20, 2012 She definitely had a taste of a fate worse than death. I'm glad you decided to bring her back! Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
Guest applesauce99 October 23, 2012 October 23, 2012 well, narrating tonight and trying to solidify my beliefs. Night ya'll
Guest applesauce99 October 23, 2012 October 23, 2012 narrating in my head before class starts. funny bits: Miku: (looking at a poster) "Pretty..." me: "What do you want me to draw?" Miku: "A flower!" me: "I swear i thought that dot on the wall moved..." Miku: "You're seeing things." She has a sort of childish voice. Its interesting, and downright adorable.
Dervich October 23, 2012 October 23, 2012 Sounds like you helped her get back on her feet quickly, glad to hear you've decided to continue! Tea [Theta]: Start
Guest applesauce99 October 23, 2012 October 23, 2012 I'm back into the mentality of accepting anything that I hear as her, since I might have been hoping for too much at first anyway.
Guest applesauce99 October 24, 2012 October 24, 2012 I guess I coined a new term today, Belief Barrier. Or something. --- anyway tonight I probably wont have much to do so I'll actually go to wonderland and do some visualization. I'm gonna try something new... Goodjob... read that as footjob...
cruse October 24, 2012 October 24, 2012 You gonna try footjob? X3 Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
Guest applesauce99 October 25, 2012 October 25, 2012 She's not nearly imposed enough for that... --- anyway, had a cool mini discussion with her while cuddling and logging into IRC chat on my iTouch. Miku: "Pay attention to me!" Me: "Sorry I'm distracted by this chat..." Miku: puts hand over itouch "Please..." Me: -FEELS MAN- then i went and posted this in the forum, derp. Also, since I started imposing her in class with me yesterday, in the last 4 classes since then there has always been an empty extra chair right next to where I usually sit. Like a chair that doesnt belong anywhere already. Like....theres rows of chairs like normal, then one in between the two specific rows, or one tucked in the corner. then my friend comes in late this last time and takes it, squishing miku LOL
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