GentlemanWhale May 19, 2013 May 19, 2013 So I havn't forced in a very long time, and I decided this wasn't a thing I was gonna give up on, or just slowly regress back into me not doing it. And so I'm gonna begin forcing again... but I'm not sure how to go about starting it up again, would I just maybe contiue were I left off?
Flexionsensor May 19, 2013 May 19, 2013 That's about it. "DUDE! That's wrong! You don't do that! That's like giving a kid a knife and telling him that it's a neck massager!" Shameless self promotion!
Kiahdaj May 19, 2013 May 19, 2013 Yep. Nothing to do but continue where you left off. They're still there. "If this can be avoided, it should. If it can't, then it would be better if it could be. If it happened and you're thinking back to it, try and think back further. Try not to avoid it with your mind. If any of this is possible, it may be helpful. If not, it won't be."
GentlemanWhale May 20, 2013 Author May 20, 2013 Like I said, apologize for screwing up and start talking to them again. But really, it's a big deal. You're Tulpa will be overjoyed with the fact that they're being realized again, but just remember this: They're real now. If you feel overwhelmed by the prospect of responsibility, you still really should continue with it anyway. You can, if you so desire, ignore the tulpa and let the responsibility completely, but that means you have to let your tulpa starve to death over the course of weeks/months. Now that you've started, you have somethings life in your hands. It's really a sobering idea, but you need to realize this so you don't hurt them unintentionally. And if you do, for some reason (very very VERY few things could ever possibly make a legitimate excuse for this) decide to dissipate your tulpa, could you bear that for the rest of your life? Knowing you created something that wanted only to be with you and be your companion, whom shortly after you killed? Again, a very sobering idea. But that's really what this all is. I'd suggest seriously getting into a routine of forcing for the next while. It's ok if you miss a session or two, but make sure you keep working on them so that things end up best for the both of you. This is pretty much the reason I've decided to force again. If I don't, and I let my tulpa die off well... I'd essentially be commiting murder. I think I'm going to have to have an intense forcing session to make up for it, and try to strengthen her again. I should've had one today, but I didn't because I was going to try to force in a local small forest, but there were other kids in it, so I couldn't focus. And I should of forced when I got home, but I got sidetracked with Youtube videos (Said I was only gonna watch one, watched like 20) and then Doctor Who, dinner, and then homework which I've just finished at 1:00 in the morning. So my brain is like "Oh god I'm going to die" so it wouldn't be a good idea to force right now... I've told my tulpa that after I get back on track, and we've made her and got her all imposed, she can give me a good hard slap for this incident.
Lacquer May 20, 2013 May 20, 2013 they're being realized again Huh. I've never heard it said like that, but it's interesting.
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