MKSTAR26 June 3, 2013 Author June 3, 2013 I just realized I probably need to work on her personality a lot more. I'm going to be writing a list of common questions. and then answer them as though with Emelia's personality to get a feel for her. Not going to concern myself with the possibility of parroting, since I'm not actually controlling her but just simulating her personality. Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.
MKSTAR26 June 3, 2013 Author June 3, 2013 I have to force Emelia tonight. As long as I can. I've been putting it off, and just passively narrating, but I'm not going to get her to any independent stage at this rate unless I crack down and just force. The in-personality questions can wait. Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.
MKSTAR26 June 4, 2013 Author June 4, 2013 Sadly enough, I didn't force yesterday due to the fact willpower mysteriously vanishes as soon as one becomes tired. However, I did try to keep Emelia in mind as much as possible today, and I don't think I had more than a half-hour lapse while averaging fifteen-minute lapses, so at least I'm getting somewhere. Will write in-personality questions on paper some time soon, and will probably share Emelia's stick-figure design somehow. Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.
Dr.Simmons June 4, 2013 June 4, 2013 Lol you don't have to manually draw emelia. If your lazy and/or you don't have the time to draw your tulpa, use the sims, or any program that has good character creation. This is what my tulpa looks like from using the sims game lol "You are required to do nothing, least of all believe. Shut ones eyes tight or open ones arms wide, either way, one's a fool" -A courtesy of NotQuiteSkeptical "I don't care if you don't believe me, I don't need you to!"
MKSTAR26 June 5, 2013 Author June 5, 2013 Eugh, no, but I hate using pre-made assets. :L Really, REALLY going to have to force tonight. Nothing in particular happening tomorrow, so I'll be able to spare the time tonight. Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.
MKSTAR26 June 6, 2013 Author June 6, 2013 I tried forcing yesterday, and I realized something. I don't know what to do when forcing now. This is slightly concerning. Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.
NotQuiteSkeptical June 6, 2013 June 6, 2013 Heh, I hit that stage. Guess I'm kind of still at it: Crystal still isnt sentient enough to talk to normally or anything like that. I basicly go to some of the various areas in my wonderland and just focus, visualise everything around me and try to ignore her: I'm always aware that shes there but I try to avoid thinking about what she's doing what she might say. The idea being that anything she does or says will (hopefully) be of her own accord: not a result of my subconsious. I've had mixed results: sometimes I know I'm parroting and have to stop myself. Sometimes I suspect I might be and just roll with it. Sometimes I know I'm not, when she does stuff I just wouldnt expect. I'm happy to take things slow like this for a while until I get better at keeping my thoughts from influencing her. "Do I fear death? Absolutely, only because it's disappointing. Life is so amazing to witness and be a part of. If I could live until the stars die and the universe goes cold, I would do it just because I want to know how the story unfolds and if it actually ends at all or we keep finding a way."
MKSTAR26 June 7, 2013 Author June 7, 2013 List of things to do in wonderland: a) Make a solid floor so things don't have to rest on a foundation of red balloons b) Make a non-Euclidian house c) Create a portal to whatever the hell I come up with d) Read a damn good book Also, an about-right Emelia in stick figure form, not an actual form. Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.
NotQuiteSkeptical June 8, 2013 June 8, 2013 Huh, after your last post I'm suddenly really curious to see what Crystals reaction would be to me creating a new area in our Dreamworld that is entirely supported by red balloons... Ill trade you: I'll use some balloons and you can have some good ol' floor! "Do I fear death? Absolutely, only because it's disappointing. Life is so amazing to witness and be a part of. If I could live until the stars die and the universe goes cold, I would do it just because I want to know how the story unfolds and if it actually ends at all or we keep finding a way."
MKSTAR26 June 8, 2013 Author June 8, 2013 I think I fell asleep when forcing. That's not exactly desirable. You can take all the red balloons you want, it's an infinite plane. Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.
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