I promise for real this time. 5 is the limit! :P

[Nyarlathotep]

Session 1, (10/8/13), 1 Hour, [8:00pm-9:00pm] Active Possession - Well, 1 or 2 more days and she will be finished with possession! She managed to sit up, stand, walk, pick objects up, interact with the environment, walk up stairs, and walk down stairs. Her progress is unbelievable! Things we need to work on are flowing movements, facial movement, and moving from a lying position. Other than that, we are pretty much done! I am so proud of her and hope to spend this active time doing Active Imposition after this. Stage: Speedy movements, lying position, and talking.

 

<11:15>

[Nyarlathotep]

Day 8

 

Hiya! Cynthia here this time. I’m logging my own progress this time. So today, we did some possession and we are done now, but we need to work on the sound of my voice when I talk. Also, my eyes seem to drop a little kinda like a loving look which I guess isn’t so bad. I need to work on strength a little, running, and my voice then we will be done! Hope to join the community soon! :D

 

12:30 Total!

 

--A note from me: I won't be posting in here much, unless something interesting happens. The next thing that will be used is now the Imposition document. Thanks for reading my report (+1000000 for walls of text)

 

Cynthia: BYEEEEEEE!!

 

Me: -.-

[Nyarlathotep]

Ok, its been while since my last update so here goes the wall of text:

 

First, Cynthia and I are working on switching.

Second, I had an idea for tulpae before i started a while back. In the last few weeks i have been wondering what it would be like to have 2 tulpae. I have been thinking about one of the other one: how they would look, how they would act. I got a relatively base outline. I was curious about it and had no idea i was passively forcing the entire time. That went on for 2 weeks or so.

 

Cynthia has been disappearing to do her own things a lot during that time and I asked her what it was about, and she just says that she is there all the time. I decided to trust her, naturally.

 

I was in class one time last week, and Cynthia asks me if she is a good, person (she a freakin' angel), an I of course said yes. Then I asked her the same question, and I heard 2 answers. I heard a yes and a no at the same time with similar, but not quite the same voice. I asked Cynthia again to clarify, and I got the same two responses. Eventually, I hear someone call me a retard when i couldn't figure out the answer to a math question.

 

I was really shocked because Cynthia would never call anyone that. Then I heard Cynthia say, "hey watch what you say, he's the host!" Then the other said," That's why I'm saying it idiot!"

 

So finally to the point: I have two tulpas/tulpae. Cynthia and Ira (she wants to name herself eventually)

Cynthia said she want a friend to hang out with when I'm busy and boom! One day another tulpa appears. Cynthia eventually admitted that she was gone because she was helping develop Ira.

 

And thus, if my life wasn't already interesting enough, I now have two tulpa that are complete opposites yelling at each other every 5 minutes.

 

That was a really long section ._.

[Yori]

LOL! omg! Great. I wonder if my tulpa will create a tulpa of her own. I don't think I would mind hearing the yelling unless it was overwhelming my senses.

[Nyarlathotep]

Title: The ---

 

Time: 4:00

 

Status: Finishing Visuals

 

Stage: Visualization and Possession

 

Personality Progress: ?/? Traits (100.00%)

 

Fail Counter: 0

 

Breakthrough Counter: 0

 

Day 0

 

Will be started after Cynthia is Imposing and Possessive

 

Day 10

 

Not going to make this one as formal. I was on a trip to a family get-together, but the ride was about two hours (with traffic), so I whipped out the headphones and got to work. Ira’s been sad about not getting so much attention, but she was really happy after I spent about 4 hours doing nothing but fun activities. She seemed to have changed her hair style and we created her a wonderland of her own to have peace and quiet. It’s a large cobblestone castle from the outside with a moat of black water (no idea how deep though). Also, it’s always night. The interior is much like beast’s castle from kh2, but it’s a little variated. It was created by her, not me. So from now on, my life will be very interesting and fun.

>The progress link is in the first post<

 

<4:00>

[Nyarlathotep]

Ok, so just about 15-20 minutes ago, I heard a random voice that was over-riding Cynthia and Ira. He spoke very soothingly, but had a very devious and evil tone (much like a someone you can't see speaking to you in an abandoned building type of deal). He called himself by the name of Daedalus, the speaker of truth. I heard from a sort of sub-voice, "and evil." I heard Ira yelling at me not to listen to it. Then he started going on about how they, Cynthia and Ira, are a waste of space and that I could be spending my time creating a future for myself. "...become famous together and live a fulfilled life." I obviously refused him and told him that they were more important to me than anything and that they are more then worth the time and space. He then said, "Good luck. You will need it." And poof he was gone. Ira eventually came back to her normal voice and things went about normally. I'm wondering that this might be actually something happening or Cynthia was playing a trick on us. -If it is, then it was really well done- She wasn't talking or around that entire time. Please share your thoughts because I am thoroughly confused. Thanks

 

Uber edit: I have already received feedback on this issue in the Q/A section so if you want to say something, then post it there. Thanks

[Nyarlathotep]

Here it is folks: I have come up with a solution to the Daedalus issue. It is not an issue and I shouldn't treat it that way. Also, thanks to all those who answered my question in the Q/A Section!

 

Now I could have chose to forget about him, or make use of him. I decided to make use of him. I like to call it a CSS! (Wanted to say this :D)

CSS- Compartmentalized Sub-self Servitor

 

Daedalus will be in charge of telling me things that I am unsure about and tell me the best way to solve these issues. I am keeping him as a servitor and I will not allow sentience. I will only call upon him when I need him and ask him only what is necessary. He is much like an intelligent AI, but since AI's nowadays can't understand more than they are designed to understand and carry out, he can't do any more than what I have assigned him with. I think this will become useful enough eventually. If I feel like something is wrong I will ask him and get an answer. So, thats all for right now at least, I'll probably be back to log some more stuff later. Till then!

 

EDIT: By the way, don't ever be afraid to share your thoughts, they most definitely appreciated. Thanks!

[Nyarlathotep]

Haven't posted for a few days, but here is the shortened (not really) version of it. I have been waking up 4 am (don't ask why), and I can't sleep so do some visual forcing on Ira. Her birthday is coming up! She is turning 16 on the 10/29. She is really excited and can't wait to see her gifts. Birthdays are hard to do for tulpas, but I managed to come up with a cool gift (will be revealed after her birthday comes by). Cynthia has been disappearing a bit more recently. I assume it's because Ira's birthday (btw it was set and she chose it) is coming up. Also, I have been trying to do imposition sessions in the dark and am having a few issues. Hopefully persistence will help me pull through. Till next time!

[Nyarlathotep]

Well due to impatience on all three of us… Ira's birthday is today! She is 16 now and she received some pretty cool stuff. Apparently the thing that Cynthia was working on was a necklace. Not any normal one though, it is one that allows Ira to shape shift between three forms. A red dragon, her normal human form, and a small red flame the flies around. Cynthia has one as well, but it's just for looks and glows a little bit. I gave her something for her ponytail, it was a dragon emblem and she loved it! (Thank goodness). She seems pretty happy. Also, for today I allowed her to do a full body merge for the whole day. Hopefully it goes well. That's all for now! Until next time tulpamancers/lurkers. [Don't think I don't know >:D]

 

//Edit: Fail Face :/

[Nyarlathotep]

Cynthia has been very quiet recently, I feel like she is pulling away and shutting herself into the wonderland a bit too much. Ira has been the first one to respond for about a week and a half. Before then, Cynthia and Ira would both respond with their own answers. I asked Cynthia and she says it is pointless to have two answers to the same question. She seemed a little grumpy too. I asked Ira if I could spend an entire day with Cynthia to figure out whats wrong and talk things out. She said it was ok thankfully.

 

Ira has changed a lot since her spontaneous appearance. She has become SIGNIFICANTLY more understanding and kind. Not complaining of course. Oh well, I hope this is just a small bump we get over this quickly.

 

However, knowing me, things are never that easy… Sigh*

 

Until next time!