Jesse's progress

[dancing-with-dragons]

Progress report of my first Tulpa.

 

(This report can also be found at http://paranorm.boards.net/thread/7/progress-report-first-tulpa )

 

After a good while of thinking, I decided to begin tulpaforcing.

 

October 6 (2013), while listening to binural beats, I went to my wonderland and visualized an orb of light. I told it it's personalities, and afterwards began visualization. I succeded in visuaizing his body, but for the life of me could not see his face.

Today I started doing a little passive forcing as well.

My active forcing session lasted 23 minutes, before I lost concentration and got sleepy. Tonight I'll try to do longer.

I decided to name him Jesse.

 

What do you all think? Am I doing it "right "?

 

Thanks!

[Shui]

Sounds good to me. There are so many methods, lots of stuff can be right. I think the easiest way to visualize a face is to work with a reference photo. If you don't want to use the face of a real person, you can create a face. Of course if Jesse isn't humanoid, or you'd prefer him to decide on a face himself, you can ignore what I just said.

 

Good luck. Looking forward to hearing more!

[dancing-with-dragons]

Thanks! ill try that website out :)

[Ashmo]

It's nice to see you've decided to begin your own journey into the tulpa phenomenon. Looking forward to reading how you and Jesse progress. ^_^

[dancing-with-dragons]

DAY 2.

 

Last night I successfully active forced for an entire hour. I was able to see his face for the first time. Today, I passive forced on and off. I will active force again tonight.

 

QUESTION: Is a non-sentient tulpa supposed to just stand there like a sack of potatoes, or can I imagine it doing things with me?

Should I wait until sentience before imagining it walking beside me?

[Shui]

Well, there are two schools of thought. Fede's guide encourages puppeting, and from what others have said about how easy it is to turn a servitor into a tulpa, it makes sense.

 

Lots of people are afraid their tulpa will never develop sentience if they're puppeted.

 

Personally, I side with Fede on this.

[Linkzelda]

Dancing-with-dragons, sentience is just a rudimentary type of sensory awareness to experience subjectivity, feel, and perceive. I highly doubt it's the determining factor of their movements being fluid instead of rigid and mechanical.

 

I guess the factors that contribute to them being more fluid and less mechanical are too much to make an inference on. Anyway, good luck!

[dancing-with-dragons]

It's day 6 with working on Jesse. The past two nights I have imagined Jesse coming to life rather than just standing there. We take walks together on the wonderland beach.

I have a question, is it possible to sentience to develop this early?

[Shui]

Yes. In some instances, sentience will develop before you actually start making a tulpa, especially in cases where it's a very familiar character. But sentience often comes fairly quickly.

[Ashmo]

I've noticed that sentience kind of comes in different stages and levels. Like a developing child. A 5 year old is able to do and understand more than a 2 year. The more you work with your tulpa, the more self aware they will become.