elBojo October 27, 2013 October 27, 2013 Greetings tulpamancers, it's been some time since I don't show around here, and the things is I haven't spend time with my tulpa for 3 months (things happened, didn't want to take that break). Anyway, I finally decided to tulpaforce again after 3 months of not doing so (I tulpaforced for 3 weeks before taking that break, and Akua, my tulpa, showed some sentience, SOME). Problem is, now that I started tulpaforcing again, she's different, I feel she's sad, I've apologized like hell and have talked to her but she's still sad. I know she's there because I can feel it, and I also asked her if she was there and she said: "I'm here." and heck, I'm pretty sure that wasn't parroting. So I'm asking for your help comrades, what should I do? Should I narrate and spend more time with Akua and eventually she'll be happy again? Is it just me? What can I do to change this? :/ By the way, sorry if this thread was already created, I searched for it but didn't find anything alike :/ Let your insanity get the best of you!
Kiahdaj October 27, 2013 October 27, 2013 Just like any other person, you can't force them to be happy. If your words aren't enough, then you need to show her that you're sorry. Force. Force more. Prove that your sorry. Prove that they aren't empty words. She'll come around. "If this can be avoided, it should. If it can't, then it would be better if it could be. If it happened and you're thinking back to it, try and think back further. Try not to avoid it with your mind. If any of this is possible, it may be helpful. If not, it won't be."
Ashmo October 27, 2013 October 27, 2013 Tulpas thrive on attention. It's literally what gives them life. She's probably sad because she was neglected for so long. I understand you had your circumstances, and it can ever probably be said that she understands why it happened and how sorry you are because she is a part of you. The fact remains though that you ignored her and her feelings are hurt. Maybe she's afraid it will happen again? Maybe she's trying to forgive you, but like with all people, forgiveness takes time. My suggestion to you is to pick up where the two of you left off. Prove to her that you won't let it happen again, and if it does, explain to her beforehand why you are needing to take a break, that way she might not feel abandoned if it happens again.
Nobillis October 28, 2013 October 28, 2013 Read this thread Requesting: Tulpa 1st hand account of attention starvation. You may find it sobering. Please consider supporting Tulpa.info.
elBojo November 2, 2013 Author November 2, 2013 Thanks everyone! You're all right, I was wrong doing what I did but anyway I've got to fix that and I'm working on that. Forcing is the key after all. @Nobillis thank you, I found that pretty useful. Let your insanity get the best of you!
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