Guest amber5885 October 8, 2014 October 8, 2014 When he is fully developed he will be able to help you do it. I'm trying it with toby and the exhaustion is worse than when I was forcing but it doesn't last long. Just work on developing him, helpin him to be his own person and to develope your relationship as friends. When the time is right to take it a step further, you will both know
FurryBlueNaki October 8, 2014 Author October 8, 2014 When he is fully developed he will be able to help you do it. I'm trying it with toby and the exhaustion is worse than when I was forcing but it doesn't last long. Just work on developing him, helpin him to be his own person and to develope your relationship as friends. When the time is right to take it a step further, you will both know This means so much to me. I was feeling a little down today. Chance, an anthro husky, wolf or fox. Birthdate September 20, 2014. Sentient October 1, 2014.
FurryBlueNaki October 12, 2014 Author October 12, 2014 Probably only forced for 5 mins total today. Just couldn't really focus. Got too much anxiousness about tomorrow. Chance, an anthro husky, wolf or fox. Birthdate September 20, 2014. Sentient October 1, 2014.
FurryBlueNaki October 14, 2014 Author October 14, 2014 I forced a bit today, and ended up hugging my tulpa and crying in my mind. He has rescued me, and more times than I can count has made me feel better about myself, and about the world. Life was much harder before he came along. It still is, but I have him to take comfort in, and he likes that. Chance: Sure do. I like when we just go with it. It breaks my heart to see you crying, but it means so much that it's about me. It's good to cry sometimes. It felt better when I did. Chance, an anthro husky, wolf or fox. Birthdate September 20, 2014. Sentient October 1, 2014.
FurryBlueNaki October 17, 2014 Author October 17, 2014 I read about 3-4 chapters from The Golden Compass to Chance. Nearing the end, and I hear it's pretty heart-breaking at the end, which I look forward to. I even let him read some himself. He likes to read. I'm up late, couldn't really sleep, and can't really force. I'm tired but not too tired. Chance, an anthro husky, wolf or fox. Birthdate September 20, 2014. Sentient October 1, 2014.
jackson October 17, 2014 October 17, 2014 Since you are schizophrenic I thought you might appreciate this new article (or not, you can PM me to remove it). I'm out of my field, but I don't know that I agree that schizophrenics shouldn't practice tulpa in spite of all the cautionary voices. It might allow them to change their relationship with their brains. http://news.stanford.edu/news/2014/july/voices-culture-luhrmann-071614.html
FurryBlueNaki October 17, 2014 Author October 17, 2014 I've not heard voices flat out like they were "out there". My schizophrenia was mostly visual, and thought forms. I didn't have it as serious as some people do. With Chance, I give him the benefit of the doubt. And if he told me to do something harmful, I would refuse. After all I don't do everything he says. Like some days I've skipped reading to him. Thanks for the article btw. Chance, an anthro husky, wolf or fox. Birthdate September 20, 2014. Sentient October 1, 2014.
jackson October 17, 2014 October 17, 2014 As the article reads, it's mostly in the west that schizophrenic voices are hurtful anyway - because of the way they picture themselves. But I guess the visual hallucinations were enough to make you get meds.
FurryBlueNaki October 17, 2014 Author October 17, 2014 When I visualize Chance, sometimes his head falls off backwards. It's happened quite a bit, but then I just imagine him regular and all is good. I'm actually tired from reading so much to him. Finished the novel. Now have Book 2 and 3 to get through in His Dark Materials trilogy. Chance, an anthro husky, wolf or fox. Birthdate September 20, 2014. Sentient October 1, 2014.
Guest amber5885 October 17, 2014 October 17, 2014 I was reading the above discussion and I like the article but I don't think that being schizophrenic should have anything to do with the tulpa process honestly. I can't speak from experiance but maybe having a friendly voice in there could be extremely benificial actually. And for Jackson, schizophrenia is more than just hallucinations if it was just that there are actually a lot of schizophrenics who could manage just fine but there's a lot of impulse control, anger issues, and thought process issues that go a long with it and that's where the meds are useful. My mom heard voices, she never saw anything but the voices weren't violent all the time it was the fact that she couldn't concentrait on anything, she refuse to take care of herself anymore and couldn't hold a conversation without spewing a bunch of nonesense crap that got her medicated. It's a fascinating desiese that there are a lot of misconceptions about.
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