Adverse effects attributed to tulpaforcing

[Stryke]

Head pressure, and occasionally small stabbing pains... I've been getting these ever since Thunder became what I would consider sentient, and have only increased since I acquired Taleweaver. I tend to attribute both of these sensations to their presence and/or attempts to get and hold my attention. Thunder tends to be characterized by general soft pressure in my left temple, Taleweaver usually causes a stabbing in my right.

 

Since I've started trying to focus on passively forcing with the pair of them simultaneously I've started to notice more headaches over the past week too, occasionally to the point of making me feel ever-so-slightly nauseous. Could be that I'm just trying too hard, but since 'Weaver demands my attention very often, I actually find it hard to focus on a single tulpa now.

 

Loss of libido... This wasn't a problem initially, in fact due to completely unrelated circumstances I'd say it actually went UP not long after I started creating Thunder. But I think since finding Taleweaver it has actually started to decrease. Maybe because I see her as a child I'm subconsciously suppressing it out of a desire to keep her innocent...

[Jess]

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