mr insano October 14, 2014 October 14, 2014 You got into a fight with your tulpa? That's not good at all! Sorry to hear that... Is it possible to unintentionally put up a mental barrier that prevents your tulpa from communicating at all to you? How can I stop this? I used to have some depression issues (mostly over them now, thankfully) and sometimes when I was really depressed I could feel my tulpa hugging me, and at other times I couldn't feel her at all. I asked her why I couldn't feel her at the time, and she said that she was hugging me then too, but I couldn't feel her because I was so wrapped inside my own head and not thinking about her enough at the time. So yeah, it's possible to put up mental barriers unintentionally. Maybe it was because you were stressed. Try and relax a little; don't worry so much about whether or not you're doing a good job. You are doing just fine as long as you are remembering your tulpa and trying to work with him consistently. I got worried and eventually thought I was just fooling myself and making up his answers. I thought I was just really good at parroting/puppeting. I wouldn't worry about this too much. It's probably your tulpa. I'm just basing this on personal experience, but for me Tess talked right away. At first it felt like I was making up the answers; now it's natural and I know for sure they're from her. Currently restarting visualization in order to get it down perfectly. Progress log (haven't used it in a while, but still forcing)
mr insano October 15, 2014 October 15, 2014 No problem. :) Stress makes it hard... Yeah, it's hard to hear and focus on a tulpa with a lot of distractions. Especially at school. But it will come over time. Maybe try talking to him about your assignments, etc. If that's something that interests him. Sometimes I already know what my tulpa wants to say, I asked why and he said [We are one together]. My native language isn't even English but he said it in English This is awesome! I am the same way with mine, sometimes. It's because you use the same brain, technically, even though you are two separate individuals. And no problem! Glad I could help. I hope to continue to hear about how you two are doing. Currently restarting visualization in order to get it down perfectly. Progress log (haven't used it in a while, but still forcing)
FurryBlueNaki October 16, 2014 October 16, 2014 I keep forgetting about my tulpa through the day too. I can only hear him speak if I am actively listening. And then he doesn't say much, like right now not saying anything. Usually I have to address him first before he responds, and he doesn't always respond. And it sounds much like my own voice inside my head. He doesn't whisper, he speaks normally, but doesn't seem to be able to finish a complex sentence, and doesn't seem to have much independent thought outside my own. I did a trick where when I was reading to him I let him do the reading, so that I could help him build his mindvoice. I think it worked but I kept forgetting that it was him reading and went back to me reading it. We both enjoy the story. He keeps me motivated although I don't read to him every day, to his dismay. Chance, an anthro husky, wolf or fox. Birthdate September 20, 2014. Sentient October 1, 2014.
Guest amber5885 October 16, 2014 October 16, 2014 It's not really possession so much as vocal proxying. I use to do it when I was younger. It's not parroting either, well not so long as you're basically repeating what your tulpa has said.
mr insano October 17, 2014 October 17, 2014 Seems like he's nice and sentient, which is awesome. As for the parroting question, maybe that's just him speaking, but I'm not sure. Currently restarting visualization in order to get it down perfectly. Progress log (haven't used it in a while, but still forcing)
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