glitter and mist's progress thread

[glittermilk]

day 10

 

another crazy day haha, every time i think im too tired to force or that mist is being distant, she always surprises me loool :9

well we went shopping, it was fun but pretty uneventful as I said. ive been feeling bored today and a bit down as well, and even though i had mists presence with me idk i just felt restless

but i still decided to force because it would be unfair to mist otherwise, even though i bought us a bunch of nice food and that would have been enough to please her for now xD

 

at first i just felt tired and like i couldnt concentrate, but then i heard myself say 'i have something to show you', at least i thought i was the one saying it, mist quickly corrected me by saying 'no, i have something to show you!' and led me up these steps next to the cave. on top there was this grassy cliff, and she'd moved the tent up there as well. we sat in there whilst it rained for a bit, and looking over on the horizon we saw a bunch of buildings and a castle. then mist told me that that's where we'd be going, and dragged me down there LOL (because i was tired, mist did a lot of the talking and moving me around haha, we kind of switched places xD)

to get there she took me to the gate i usually spawn in front of when i go into my wonderland, but ive never actually been through it. she took me through and it took us directly to the town, despite the fact that it seemed miles away before ._.

its very much a medieval kind of place, and its all really cute. theres a couple of lakes as well, but i only got to see one u vu

then mist took me up to the castle, which was huge and beautiful but abandoned, so it made it look kind of eerie too. she showed me a couple of rooms, like the upstairs bedroom, and then after we went to the garden. theres like a tea room on the patio which is really sweet, but then when i looked at the garden i realised it looked exactly like the original area of my wonderland (with the fountain) but with much more flowers and wildlife

thats when i realised that mist had pretty much expanded and altered my entire wonderland LOL;;;; i told her she could but wow she must have been busy ahaa;;;;

i do much prefer it to my old wonderland though, there's more places to explore and stuff so mhhm :>> good job mist~

we also agreed that on halloween we would explore a haunted building or something, seeing as we're getting better at communication and visualisation 8)) it should be fun!!

 

so yeah,, crazy day ; a; might try to do some self hypnotism stuff again laterr too, but for now we must rest LOL

[lyraheartstrings]

Nice story so far! Lyra and I just started talking together (She is relatively new) and I enjoy having her around.

 

Enjoy your time with Mist, and I will be sure to check this often for updates.

[glittermilk]

thank you!! and im glad n vn <3

[glittermilk]

day 11

 

last night i think mist was in my dream 8)))

it wasnt her exactly lol, it was actually a big shark haha but idk it had her 'feel' to it, and pretty much accompanied and helped me through the whole dream haha sharks are also one of my favourite animals hnnn so ; v; i feel kinda bad though that i still get feelings of loneliness, but only because i keep seeing pictures of my friends doing stuff without me and thinking about how no one irl really likes me or needs me... but i know that if mist wasnt there id be 10x worse though so heh

[glittermilk]

i did some mist doodles in different styles,, i guess they could go here :,o

[Thevious]

I like the first one the most, but the middle is a close second.

[glittermilk]

haha thanks :> the last one is a bit creepy LOL but w/e w/e it halloween :9

[Thevious]

I need to get better at drawing, ;_;

[glittermilk]

haha i need to as well;;;;;;;; i need to get a job in three years hhhhhhhhh

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day 11 part 2

 

todays forcing session wasnt super eventful, but a few interesting things did happen n vn

firstly, the new wonderland stuck, albeit with a few minor alterations which i discovered, proving that it wasnt just an intrusive thought of the time (not that i ever thought it was, but hey-o)

secondly, mist has freckles now o vo//// either that or i could just never visualise her clearly enough to notice them until now, but they are super cute!!

alsooo,, ive been seeing some people trying to use head pressure as a means of communication, and i was always kind of reluctant to because i was afraid it would fail ;_; but we wont ever progress thinking like that haha,, so i gave it a shot :}

firstly i tried the left side = yes right side= no method, and asked a few questions :{} i think it as difficult for mist to pinpoint the pressure and more just put pressure everywhere at first LOL,, one of the questions i asked her is 'is x your favourite animal?' and she kept saying no to each animal i suggested, and when i just asked her what was her favourite she said a crab LOL, apparently because we watched the little mermaid haha xD

i also tried getting her to move the pressure around my head, and i think that helped her :9 then we just chatted about random stuff (at one point she said 'its not fair that you get to do all the talking!!' and proceeded to ramble on for like 5 minutes about different hairstyles she could have LOL,,)

so yes now we're gonna do a bit more self hypnotism and then play some vidja, i names the main character mist LOL so ill pretty much be passive forcing the entire time ahah~ i might even get her to read that characters dialogue so yeeee

[glittermilk]

day 12

 

sooo last night i heard a really clear voice talking to me that was obviously mist haha, but the problem was that it sounded really horrible LOL xD sort of roboty and not like her at all, so i told her to change it~ then i got a whisper in my ear like someone was standing right next to me, scared the crap out of me u.u gdi mist

but yeah she didnt keep that voice in the morning, on the one hand its a shame because it seemed like progress, but id rather do more work and give her a voice that suits her haha

 

thats what we've done so far today. we played the shopping list game, if you dont knwo what that is idk how to explain it well, but you basically take it in turns adding an item to the shoping list, and every time you do you have to read off the rest of the list. it has to be in alphabetical order too, so the first item is 'a' then 'b' etc...

so you end up saying something like ',' etc. until you have a super long list once you get to z haha

 

it was good because not only did it help with vocality and independent thinking, but also parallel proccessing, because we one person saying the letter each item began with whilst the other person read of the list :> so yiiiiss

 

idk what we'll do in a minute lol;;; probably more vocal stuff i wanna try to focus more on just one topic at a time now so yeh~