glitter and mist's progress thread

[Guest Anonymous]

i can sort of relate to the whole '2depressed2tulpa'

 

whenever i get stressed, tired, depressed, or just kinda have a bad day, i usually skip active forcing and sometime even forget to passive force. trust me mist will understand. don't really have the concentration nor energy to explain my point (rough day) but ye. just keep workin with mist and don't worry. if you need someone to talk to you can pm me i guess (tho idk why you would talk to some random stranger on the internet bout your problems X3 and i prob wont be much help) anyway byeee.

[glittermilk]

thank u lilly ; v; i hope ur okay after your rough day too~ im much better now because i have my laptop back LOL xD and i sorted out a lot of things that were worrying me, aka im not gonna starve anymore ; v;/ yay which brings me onto.....

 

day 17

 

i cant believe its been so long since i created mist haha, even though 17 days is nothing in comparison to how long people have been forcing hha, it feels like such a good achievement for me u vu its true that im not active forcing for like 3 hours a day or whatever like i did at the beginning, but now that mist is developed at least a little bit, i think it suits us better to make slow and relaxed progress, after all i have enough worries i dont want to be worried about maintaining some crazy tulpa schedule, and i dont think mist would wanna put that kind of pressure on me either lol

still we chat pretty much the whole day lol and i do usually like 30mins-1hour of active forcing on top of that...i think its pretty good n vn

anyway specifics- last night mist cheered me up aS USUAL lol,,, and she pretty much dragged me into our wonderland wanting to show me something haha

i could go into the forest now which was cool, and inside there was like this weird sort of altar, with a big stone statue and some benches and a campfire in the middle. whilst we chilled out there for a bit, we realised that we could stand next to the statue and it had a power that made us grow together more. we decided that if one of us needed the other, then we could summon them through the altar, so if i randomly got the thought of the statue i would know mist wanted me there for a second. (she already does that anyway by making my ears ring lol,, but its good to have a backup)

so yaaaah that was nice :>>

 

todaaaay we had surprise life drawing LOL,, i think mist found it kind of boring though : p and then we played connect four LOL, she actually beat me once and almost twice omg, if i had any suspicions that i was just puppeting her, they were pretty much eradicated when i was like 'really, you wanna put a counter there?.....OMG HOW DID YOU DO THAT WITHOUT ME NOTICING'

shes so sneaky looooool : 3

 

i also got another moment where i could hear her voice clearly...its always usually whilst im trying to get to sleep that that happens. so yiss progress~~~

tomorrow we have a lecture which i can finally narrate to her lol (shes been looking forward to me doing that pretty much since day 1, but we havent actually had a proper lecture until now xD) and then a movie screening (because you know....in my course you just watch movies all day and sign up for mmos as a class assignment lol) so it should be fuuuun :>>

[Cinemaphobe]

If you want to talk to Mist anywhere then just pretend to talk into your cellphone! Lol

[glittermilk]

looool thats a good idea 8 )) i usually just talk to her in my head though when im in public~

 

day 18

 

really not much to report today ;_; ive been doing uni related matters since 9am until now....which is midnight lmao;;;; i literally havent had time to do anything, including force with mist, which suuuuucks ;_; shes been very quiet today anyway, not much presence and weve only had a few brief chats walking to and from places. but she always tells me not to worry when this happens haha, so I'm not going to pester her like I usually do until she comes back n vn unfortunately tomorrow is a busy day too urgggg, but if worst comes to worst then well just have a MEGA catch up session at the weekend looool~

im just gonna watch a movie now then bed...i know i could watch a movie we'd both enjoy but....i rly wanna watch the human centipede LOL''' when i first created mist i did give her a love for dark things too so we could enjoy it together but no....she hates stuff like that lel,,,,

im sorry mist ; 0; well watch something kawaii next tiiiiime ; ~;

[Cinemaphobe]

....i rly wanna watch the human centipede LOL'''

 

Oh god you'll never catch me watching that. It's a good thing that Mist enjoys it though lol

[glittermilk]

loool it wasnt that bad ;p and she didnt haha she refused to watch it~ shes too pure for that filth anyway haha

 

day 19 + 20

 

day 19 i literally left my room at 9 and didnt get home until 4pm today LOL so there was like 0 chance to force B( just the usual imagining her sitting next to me and stuff

 

today even i wasnt even conscious for most of it LOL, as soon as i got home at 4 i fell asleep for like 9 hours (on top of the 9 hour sleep id had last night????) and woke up at midnight really confused and in a horrible, melancholy mood : { still i chatted to mist a bit seeing as i could but urgh.....work and stuff is really getting on top of me at the moment. mist was developing like crazy when i first made her too, and now progress has kinda slowed a bit more which is fine, but idk i think i need to come up with something new to do with her to push her development more

id love to try to get someone to talk to her, but shs kinda nervous about that and no one knows about her anyways haha,,,, but ill think of something : p

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yways, im just gonna lay in bed now like the big old grump that i am haha,, and just chat with mist some more

i hope shes putting up with me ; a;

[glittermilk]

day 21

 

happy 3 week anniversary to us n vn time is really flying by~

in celebration of the day I drew mist reasonably properly, though im still trying to get out of my art rut ; _;

 

 

gonna force for a while noooow~ ill update if anything significant happens, but otherwise ill see you tomorrow : >>

[glittermilk]

day 22

 

my friend drew the cutest art of mist aaa~

 

everyone look in awe looool : >>

 

[Cinemaphobe]

*Stares in awe at both pieces of art*

[glittermilk]

looool perks of being on an art course xD