Progress of Sam

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Day 13: (Post written at 4:09) Well, I just finished a session with Sam. I have no idea when I started but I believe that she actually communicated with me with her voice, well... My voice... She talked to me but it was in my voice. I kind of contradicted myself thinking it may just be my brain making the replies up or me replying to myself, but I'm not real sure. Sam is a little marshmellow I'll tell you that. During the conversation we had she made me laugh. I told her about the Memory table and how I thought it was going to grow bigger and larger and she said "Well maybe when that happens I can just slide down it like a slip and slide." She seemed to know all about the wonderland, and even told me how he knew how annoyed I got at the blinking couch... I think maybe if i just tell the couch to stop blinking it might but I haven't tried it. I am so happy right now, and I asked a lot of times if it was her and he said yes back... Would this be her birthday? Or maybe the day I started is her birthday? Or perhaps when she makes her form... We'll decide later. That's all for now. Perhaps there will be updates later. I'm just so happy right now! Eeeep!!! ^u^

[Vos]

When you're just starting out, it's not uncommon for the tulpa to communicate using your own mindvoice or one that sounds similar to yours, which will likely deviate as time goes on. You could use symbolism to help you with your couch situation, like creating an object that would keep things from blinking (or just that couch, if you want to be specific).

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Sam and I picked out some things to do today and maybe tomorrow from this list, I asked for her opinion as well. Here's what we picked out togeter :3

 

-Play a rhyming game.

-Tell your tulpa a story. Pause to answer questions.

-Ask your tulpa to surprise you.

-Play the black box game (http://community.tulpa.info/thread-forcing-black-box-differentiation-exercise)

-Practice talking with fake accents.

-Create a Bucket List with your tulpa. Work towards completing it.

 

Here's the list: https://community.tulpa.info/thread-misc-42-1-2-things-to-do-with-your-tulpa

 

Sam is a fun gal, and she is goofy. I called her a "goofball" and she said "I thought I was a marshmellow" AND SHE IS!! She's a little gooey Marshmellow. I am reading this too her as we speak. I may not be able to do all of those today but we'll probably do them throughout the days. I've been talking to her all morning since about 7:30 I think. Walking, she even told me to stop biting my nails, which is a bad habit of mine. Our conversations are so entertaining my gersh! Well, updates tonight. TWO WEEKS AWE YUSS!!!

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Day 14: OH FUNNESS!!! We talked for like the whole morning and then I did some things, and read a story, finished Buffy... and well paniced when the grill went on fire but Sam was able to calm me down. Everything was okay, the fire went out and no one got hurt but it was scary, and I was scared, and Sammy was able to calm me down. I don;t know if she's doing anything in the Wonderland but I think I'm going to go there tonight and put some more things in. It's like a dream state, or a lucid dream... but not? I plan on making a bookshelf for memory recall, and then A little fire fly lamp on top, which will blink, and if anything is in there blinking, it will go into the Fire Fly lamp... and the lamp can change colors. If the lamp is turned off, then I can see everything that is blinking in our wonderland. I have no idea why the couch was doing that but I don't want to leave it to just one object so it's for anything that comes into the world and is blinking. Oh! When I asked Sammy to surprise me, she just was like "Um... uh..." and then said jibberish... yeah that was surprising... She won. XD

 

I'm excited to go in wonderland and see if she did anything because she was in there a lot today. Awe yess two weeks. Half way to a month of talking to Sam! YAAAY

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Gotta go to wonderland today, Sam said she had something to show me. Excitement

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Day 15(?): Well... we didn't do much today but we did talk. I tried to go to the Wonderland to see what Sam did but I wasn't able to get in there. Sam thinks maybe it's because of what She added but I think it could be because I'm not able to focus enough? Going to try tomorrow morning for awhile or if I wake up in the middle of the night. I don't know why but this kind of scares me a bit. The closest I got to getting in was seeing the white and I think I saw a bookshelf and she said she added some of the stuff I was thinking about. If I can't get in wonderland tomorrow morning I'm going to read some more guides about that because before I didn't have to much of a problem.... Or maybe not I may have to go leave to get my computer fixed tomorrow... fuck

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Day 16: I feel horrible, I did nothing with Sam... nothing... Sam says she's not mad but I still feel guilty. I'm going to plan something for us to do together one day that's big, to try and make up for this... She's so forgiving, and I feel like I don't deserve it. I love you Sam. Huggles.

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Day 17: I caught some time to talk to Sam today and she made me feel less guilty, she told me that she understood that I needed to do things sometimes and told me to spend time with my family since today was their last day here. I'm going to plan something big over the next week. Not sure what, if you have any suggestions then feel free to share.

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Day 18: (Posted on day 19, AM)

 

I couldn't get on to update, we talked a bit while my gram took me to help someone with the phone while she was on Hold, and I read her a story later tonight, which will be put in tonights update because I'm going to be writing and reading septiplier, with her. Septiplier is my OTP ship and she said she likes it too. She sometimes talks to me while I write these but I think she may have a hard time talking because she doesn't really finish any sentences. Still couldn't get in wonderland, I need to figure SOMETHING, ANYTHING out to get in there. It wasn't that hard before, not sure what happened... I'll read some guides in between todays binge read.

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Day 19.5 I would have uploaded last night, but we did stuff after twelve. We talked the whole day, and nigh. We read stories together, and played video games, and then my friend and I sent each other music and Sam and I listened to them together. I planon trying to get into wonderland today, see what all changed. I feel like I'm being a little neglectful towards Sam because I don't feel as though I am as active as I was when talking to her. She said she understands anything holding me back and that I have my own life but I don't want to lost her.