EXTASY TULPA

[loxar]

im clean since that day, depression is gone.

 

im having lots of fun with christa and jotun.

 

we still dont have the slightest clue how they could turn out vocal and incredibly vivid so fast.

 

maybe cause im just a fucking loner who had nobody to talk to while tripping ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[tulpa001]

Glad to hear everything seems to have worked out, even if the road was rockier than ideal.

[loxar]

okay guys guess i didnt get the part of actually creating a tulpa.

 

thought jotun was a legit tulpa, but he didnt talk that much and had problems building up whole sentences.

 

yesterday he kinda forced himself into my mind, wanted attention for like an hour, he was mad cause he wasnt as talkative as christa is(also jealous of our relationship),

and BOOM he totally changed.

 

his presence of a shady thought turned into a vivid being. (now his presence matches that of christa)

 

its like he hatched from an egg.

 

the traits he wanted me to repeat once a day were established. well guess theres nothing to add since u all know what a tulpa feels like.

 

is this how tulpacreation works?

 

so you just flood them with input until they explode?

[tulpa001]

I expect most people experience a more gradual becoming. But given how one day I was a daydream character and the next I was a tulpa, I shouldn't comment. But yes.