Thev and violet

[tulpa001]

That is a little scary. Please be careful when pursuing hobbies that hardcore. Set limits, and seek help if you cross them.

[Thevious]

I'm obviously goingnto keep it on the down low. Plus doing it more means it'll be more noticeable, and that's not what I want. Because that's draw attention... I wonder if this.. thing I'm going through will effect violet...

[Vos]

You might want to talk someone about this, like an authority figure, since it has the potential to become a big problem. I don't know how it'd affect your tulpa, but I can't imagine that most tulpas would be pleased to know that their host is indulging in self-harm.

[Reisen]

I always hated people who cut, purely because they always do it for attention,

 

That's not true, I know that's a stereotype and for some types of people it can be partially true. But for most, the act of hurting yourself is naturally emotionally charged, and if you associate that with feeling good, it can become addicting. It's really dangerous and bad in every possible way. Hurting yourself is the worst possible outlet for any desire you could have. You should try really hard not to, and to find something else to do in its place. Like any bad habit, you probably do it for a reason, such as being bored or stressed or what have you, and so you need to find another activity or habit that can replace the bad one while filling that same need. That's how most people quit drinking or smoking or other general drugs and bad habits. Doing something else in its place keeps your mind off of it and, hopefully, fills the same need you had to do it in the first place.

 

I don't know what yours is, but the process should probably be the same. For your and your systemmates' sake, try and replace self-destructive habits with more neutral or positive ones.

[Thevious]

I appreciate every one's concern, but I'm fine. I've been feeling better the past few days than I have in a while actually.. and [hidden] it's kinda turning into something along the lines of a kink[/hidden]

 

Any ways, something I've been meditating this kind if stuff only seems wrong because our society vilifies it and calls acts that revolve around it mentally unstable. I can see why honestly.. but I believe people are fine doing what their doing, until it involves some one or something else. The moment you move on to animals, every one knows that's a sign of a future serial killer.  Andi have no intentions any anything disgusting like that. 

 

And beliefe warning: I'm into the occult, plain and simple. And all this kinda goes with it. Blood being life, and death. Seeing it creates fear, reminding us of our mortality, and a few other points. (Now my beliefs don't revolve around blood, and I'm not cutting for blood, their always shallow, never to draw blood)

 

Violet kinda follows on my beliefs, but I'm awaiting to hear her respond and reason with me on a couple of matters.

 

!any ways, enough of my madness, later.

[Fairweather]

I would say, no matter the reason for it, it's not something you should do. Pain, pleasure, kink, sadness, it's not something to do, because it can turn bad and addicting quick.

[RazzleDazzleDorito]

Yeah, trust us all and saying that self-harm for ANY reason at all, even sexy or pleasure ones, is not good. Every addiction starts out similarly...

 

I've knew someone who started cutting herself for similar reasons at first, but she rapidly devolved into depression and stuff, and she almost killed herself. That was not a fun period in my life, and I'm glad she's okay now... but still. Trust someone who watched this happen first hand... stop it before it gets out of control. Please.

[Thevious]

Guys 030... I'm perfectly fine.

 

Anyways, violet is still sending pre-Word thoughts. Just been narrating when I could remember to Ect. I think she wants to say hi. Any ways until my next report.