Archie's Tulpa Trials

[Vampire]

In my system Ivy hates the cold while Raven chooses just not to feel it. If I impose Ivy in cold weather I get an earful about it.

 

The sight of her shivering and cussing at me is hilarious though....

[peacrab]

Ugh, so this isn't really a progress report on my tulps but mainly more about me. My old depression meds kept me under 100lbs, however not too much to make me underweight (I'm 4'11" if anyone wants to know), but not only did I get put on new meds, I notice my face shape differing and my mom commented on how my face looks a little rounder.

 

I'd do whatever I need to stay under 100lbs, but Gan is yelling at me because he knows exactly what shit I'd try to pull to keep my weight low. Make this the one millionth and one time he's called me an idiot.

[peacrab]

I need to apologize for my long absence. I haven't given up Tulpamancy, don't worry. I've actually made a lot of progress. I just needed a break for a bit from some sites.

 

Gan, here. I have decided to start going by Mire, now. It is nice to be back. I have learned to possess somewhat, mostly by speaking. However, my speech is slow and I have a tendency to stutter. It is not suiting for someone such as myself, so I will continue practicing speech possession.

 

I've also decided not to let Bao type or speak for a while to other people. I'm going to try and get him more vocal with myself before I let him speak anymore with other people.

 

Another thing, I don't know if I've put a link up here, but I made a Tulpa blog on Tumblr. Mire speaks on my main when bad things happen, the url is hatafurry. But a blog for all of us is located at vibrantdrift. Feel free to check out either, but keep in mind my main has links I need people to read before following.

 

It's glad to be back, guys.

[peacrab]

I don't think it's in Mire's interest to possess except for vocally, and not to switch? I know I have just started trying to get him to possess even my fingers and hands, but he doesn't seem all that interested. Yeah, he'll move them around for a bit in a very twitchy manner, then stop. Whenever I ask him if he's gotten tired or wants to stop he goes quiet and doesn't respond. I asked him last night if he'd ever be interested in trying to switch, but he doesn't respond. However, when I'm in a bad state mentally he's always very vocal about telling me that "If I [Mire] could switch with you, I would." I think he's just being very stubborn, but again I'm not sure.

[Tewi]

Sorry this is late, but 100 to 120lbs is healthy for your height. Over 130 is considered "slightly overweight", but under 100 is considered "extremely slim" with your BMI. Obviously fat can go to the wrong places, so I understand if you're worried about your face looking "rounder", but more weight in general is actually healthy up to ~115. Less than 100 is unhealthy.

[peacrab]

So, last night I tried to co-switch with Mire, or at least give up body controls to explore the Wonderland for a bit.

 

I got comfortable, laid down with my hands on my stomach. I set a timer for ten minutes and made a goal to clear my head in that time. I got pretty far into it when I knew I was getting close to appearing in the Wonderland. I don't ever shut my eyelids tight because I get horrific headaches from it and the colors that appear behind the eyelids are kind of painful, but even with my eyelids barely closed I started seeing blotches of color.

 

Then I felt water. I think I've talked about before how the Wonderland for us a beach, correct? Well, I was hoping to maybe appear in the sand or something. Nope. Face-deep in water. Thankfully it was calm, but it was a little jarring to suddenly feel water lapping at my face. It came up to my eyes, so it definitely covered my nose. But I could still breathe. Here's where I panicked and pulled myself out of it, ending what I had done, but now that I think back on it was a lot of progress for me.

 

I may try again tonight.