TulpaCouple August 12, 2012 August 12, 2012 I think it is very possible to have a moving tulpa early on if you start with the belief that your tulpa is already alive from the beginning. Sentient or not, a living thing breathes and has senses, maybe could even make slight movements. I saw Jaden early on in the process and he seemed to breathe, he looked less like a doll, more alive, like he was sleeping or just sitting there, aware, rather than basically an inanimate object. Most of what he describes seem to be him showing Shin scenes of them and how they will act together in his wonderland...Otherwise he doesn't sound like he moves too much other than seeming to walk around.
Kadoh August 12, 2012 Author August 12, 2012 Ok I will clear things up. So far it seems I have puppeted Shin a lot, but I knew I was doing it. Only thing I am sure I didn't puppet was that Shin was asleep in his bed once when I entered the wonderland. I have puppeted to show Shin what he is like and what he would do. Those scenarios I said I imagined with Shin, I saw them as not really Shin. I mean, it was just an imaginary copy of Shin, if that makes sense. What I said earlier also is that I don't want to puppet him anymore, but I don't want to stop him from moving on his own, and yesterday I couldn't keep my mind focused enough to stay in the wonderland. So I think he would move, but I don't really know how to let him freely do his own thing. I know he is sentient, if he wasn't I wouldn't bother talking to him. sorry for that novel I just typed. Most of what he describes seem to be him showing Shin scenes of them and how they will act together in his wonderland...Otherwise he doesn't sound like he moves too much other than seeming to walk around. Bingo, except the part where I was beating him up n stuff was real, I was not just imagining a scenario, the person I was hitting was the real Shin. 12/8/12 -2:00 PM - 2:20 PM, short session for now, more later of course. Spent time teaching Shin about guitars, talked to him for a bit, and went over a lot of personality stuff. My opinions are all subject to change.
Kadoh August 12, 2012 Author August 12, 2012 5:10 PM - 5:30 PM another mini session. Didn't listen to music as it was kinda distracting this time. Had some trouble focusing on Shin's form, and I always forget to add his tail and wings! This time I did personality, I did the "get energy from the whole solar system" thing again, bellowed, and went back to smashing him with the Meat Mallet again. My opinions are all subject to change.
Kadoh August 14, 2012 Author August 14, 2012 13/8/12 - 8:50 PM - 9:25 PM, listened to dubstep, and took Shin to a cinema with an enormous screen, and focused on showing Shin one of his dominant traits, his sadism. It's non-sexual of course, and never aimed at me. Shin enjoys fighting and dominating others. So I imagined on he screen, me getting challenged by some bitch that thinks everyone loves her, and Shin goes Berserk State and I put my hand on his chest symbol and his back arched and I drew power from him. I then proceeded to float up and, well, fuck everything up. I made huge cracks in the ground and everyone was scared shitless. Shin, of course, was loving this. I ended it with me calming down and laughing at everyone, being a sadist as well. I looked at the real Shin and I asked if he enjoyed that. No concrete response. I said, "It must really suck not being able to move or talk, or can you?" so imagined the world shrinking and going into my head, and then I brought it out and put it in Shin's head instead. We were back in the void, I figured this was the best way to enter the void and not damage Dimensionaire. so then I talked to him and told him stuff about the body, and I didn't see him move. I know he is real though, and sentient. I can feel it. When did you get the first response, be it head pressure Or anything? 13/8/12 - 10.05 hours! Aaaw yeah. My opinions are all subject to change.
Kadoh August 15, 2012 Author August 15, 2012 14/8/12 super busy and did none. But on the way to school I remembered a snippet of my dream, and Shinigami was in it! He tackled me or did something of the sort, but it was like a hug tackle, and I remember thinking "Did I puppet that?" but it was a fucking dream! it must have been a real move by Shin. Is it normal for this kind of thing to happen? I don't remember anything else of the dream. My opinions are all subject to change.
Faceache August 15, 2012 August 15, 2012 .....meat mallet..,,,, "With these hands we will destroy, with these hands we will rebuild." http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Faceache-s-Progress-Report What I've gathered: Gender: female Name: Haruka(japanese for explained reasons) Time: 2 hours(probably)
Kadoh August 15, 2012 Author August 15, 2012 .....meat mallet..,,,, Huh? 15/8/12 - 7:00 PM - 7:20 PM, alright session, I'm pretty sick right now so it wasn't so good, I told him I really hope he can join me in my dreams again and I look forward to it, did usual stuff. 15/8/12 - 10:25 minutes My opinions are all subject to change.
Kadoh August 17, 2012 Author August 17, 2012 16/8/12 - did none unfortunately, I'm sick as fuark. 17/8/12 - 8:00 PM - 9:05 PM amazing session almost the entire time, i was just imagining situations where, say, a senior student would come up to me, or a group of kids in my class would go to punch me, and Shinigami would form out of shadows and catch the punch, and proceed to annihilate everyone. It was really fun and the hour and five minutes went real fast. In the final bits I went through some traits and talked a little bit, I also shortly imagined other situations that weren't fighting and told him that was just one aspect of his personality, and it was easy for me to visualize and he enjoys watching it. I told him I didn't just think of him as my body guard, I just thought of the situations like that to show his high loyalty, sadisticness towards people attract are against me, and his high protective instincts. I finished telling him I love him and won't give up on him. 17/8/12 - 11:30 BITCHES! I'm sick though so that sucks. I ALSO GOT A STRONG FEELING LIKE I WAS BEING LIFTED OUT OF MY BODY My opinions are all subject to change.
Kadoh August 18, 2012 Author August 18, 2012 18/8/12 - 9:55 PM - 9:15 nothing special. - 11:50 19/8/12 if I can do 1:10 hours today, I can get to 13 hours! That feel when no love on my progress report ;_; My opinions are all subject to change.
Avalanche August 18, 2012 August 18, 2012 Didn't I and everyone else tell you to stop counting hours? Because it causes you to think as you are- trying to get in forcing time to meet round numbered goals, instead of forcing for your tulpa, as you hadn't spoken to them for over an hour, or you are getting unfamiliar with a specific trait of theirs. Don't force to meet deadlines. Try to do minimum hours a day, but not just for the sake of keeping the day:hour ratio 1:1. Force for your tulpa, to spend time with them. I know you like your tulpa, but get caught up in that instead of beating yourself up for not making it to a full prime number of hours. No one cares if you have forced for 10 hours or 100, only how you are doing with your tulpa. TL;DR stop counting hours and start focusing on Shinigami more. frt
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