Kadoh August 18, 2012 Author August 18, 2012 I don't beat myself up about it, I just like to feel like I am giving Shinigami a good amount of time, and if I don't time it I have no idea at all how long I have done, then I worry that I didn't do it long enough. I love spending time with Shin, but I'm also kind of obsessive compulsive about time. I feel proud when I do a long time, and I feel down when I do a little amount of time, so I spend more time with Shin. I don't think about how long I'm gonna do it for either, I just force and do if until I feel I have done enough or can't concentrate anymore. I don't do it to meet deadlines, I just like to know I have given my friend an ample amount of my time. It does sound like I am trying to meet deadlines the way I said it, but that's not at all why I force. Say I force for 20 minutes for three days in a row, I will know I'm not spending enough time with Shin, so I do longer. All my work is for Shin, not to show off to the forums. If I really only did it for the hours, I would carry a stopwatch and time my narration and write in a notepad, or when I get bored in class and decide to force. I appreciate your input and see your point of view though, Avalanche. My opinions are all subject to change.
Faceache August 19, 2012 August 19, 2012 Don't worry Kadoh, it will be just fine. Good luck with Shin, and tell him Faceache said hello. Don't know about Haruka because I haven't really had any reaction from her, but her personality would probably have her say hello as well. "With these hands we will destroy, with these hands we will rebuild." http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Faceache-s-Progress-Report What I've gathered: Gender: female Name: Haruka(japanese for explained reasons) Time: 2 hours(probably)
412 August 19, 2012 August 19, 2012 That feel when no love on my progress report ;_; Oh don't worry about that , i'm still here reading , i just never really have anything to say myself , so , anyway , nevermind , don't worry about that i at least am still here keep up the good work
Kadoh August 20, 2012 Author August 20, 2012 Don't worry Kadoh, it will be just fine. Good luck with Shin, and tell him Faceache said hello. Don't know about Haruka because I haven't really had any reaction from her, but her personality would probably have her say hello as well. Thanks man, tell Haruka Shinigami & I say hello. Oh don't worry about that , i'm still here reading , i just never really have anything to say myself , so , anyway , nevermind , don't worry about that i at least am still here keep up the good work Thank you, that's good to know Today I was narrating on the bus, and I said to Shin, "What would you like me to tell you about?" and after all the stuff I thought myself coz I was looking at the objects, I got a random thought that said "bicycles" which was really random, so I assume and hope it was Shin. After, I also heard "oceans" and I'm assuming those random thoughts were Shinigami. My opinions are all subject to change.
Mister_Moniker August 20, 2012 August 20, 2012 I ALSO GOT A STRONG FEELING LIKE I WAS BEING LIFTED OUT OF MY BODY DEM OBE FEELS BRO Feels good, though. I like your idea of imagining hypothetical scenarios where your tulpa would act as if it were next to you physically. Gotta try that. Moniker, Dream and the ensuing hilarity
Kadoh August 20, 2012 Author August 20, 2012 DEM OBE FEELS BRO Feels good, though. I like your idea of imagining hypothetical scenarios where your tulpa would act as if it were next to you physically. Gotta try that. It's Actually really fun My opinions are all subject to change.
glitchthe3rd August 21, 2012 August 21, 2012 After you're done forcing Shin you should simulate some different games in your wonderland and just slay a bunch of enemies together. Would be interesting to see what the two of you could accomplish in a simulated game of Mann vs. Machine, since the last time I tried it with my tulpae we narrowly succeeded. "Science isn't about why, science is about why not?" -Cave Johnson Tulpae: Luna, Elise, Naomi My progress report
Kadoh August 21, 2012 Author August 21, 2012 After you're done forcing Shin you should simulate some different games in your wonderland and just slay a bunch of enemies together. Would be interesting to see what the two of you could accomplish in a simulated game of Mann vs. Machine, since the last time I tried it with my tulpae we narrowly succeeded. I'm planning on simulating L4D2 :D I'm gonna try and do that connecting consciousness' via Lucid dreaming thing I heard about with my friend. My opinions are all subject to change.
Kadoh August 21, 2012 Author August 21, 2012 20/8/12 - 6:35 - 6:55; 9:00 - 9:40 trying to figure out what Shinigami's mouth looks like when closed, might go with just a black line. Maybe Shin will deviate it. Good time, lots of scenarios, not just fighting ones either, a range of them, and I did traits. ~ 1 hour 20/8/12 ~13 hours niqqa. 21/8/12 - 6:20 PM - 6:55 PM, not much to tell about, I couldn't imagine Shinigami stirring with straight posture, just bent back over the chair or forward. This is never how I intended it, could this be Shinigami deviating/choosing how he wants to be? I mean, at the start I imagined him with black hair but it has become brown, he has lost his tail too. I also gave him an indefinite amount of black shadow tentacles that come out of his back when he so desires INB4 SLENDERMAN 13 hours 40 minutes, turd nuggetz My opinions are all subject to change.
Avalanche August 21, 2012 August 21, 2012 21/8/12 - 6:20 PM - 6:55 PM, not much to tell about, I couldn't imagine Shinigami stirring with straight posture, just bent back over the chair or forward. This is never how I intended it, could this be Shinigami deviating/choosing how he wants to be? I mean, at the start I imagined him with black hair but it has become brown, he has lost his tail too. Aha! He seems to be deviating himself now, thankfully away from the deathgod idea you cling to. It's a cool idea man, but to live with, and be as a tulpa, probably not the best. Also the bending back over the chair thing is probably just derpy visualisation. I had the same problem with sliding proportions and unrealistic angles limbs bent to. You'll get better at it and used to it over time and it'll stop. frt
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