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I have not had time to meditate much less meditate on Christian scripture. This has been aggravating for both me and my Tulpas. I am taking this post to be part of my writing this morning and I will finish a diary entry that I started a couple days ago. 

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Anyway... Have your Tulpas ever got mad at you for not visiting them or spending quality time with them?

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My input 

My Tulpas understand for the most part. They appreciate the time I managed in the past couple of days. I don't count this as meditation as its before I go to sleep. I have not had the time to really sit down and go to my wonderland in a while. The only moments that I really had was during worship at my college/career church services. Those are great, but only happen once a week. 

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I have only been halfway in my wonderworld where I use it to cope with social anxiety. This I don't count either, but just to point out I have been busy with life. My apartment is cleaner with my efforts, but not picket up and organised. This has been taking up most of my time. I am rearranging things, so that I can set up my Youtube channel.

They understand when I'm busy, but Elise definitely gets frustrated when I don't get to spend time with her or she can't chat with her boyfriend who lives in another system. The end result usually being I try to make it up to her on the weekends.

"Science isn't about why, science is about why not?" -Cave Johnson

Tulpae: Luna, Elise, Naomi

My progress report

 

At first I couldn't hear them  while I was concentrating on my work, so they sometimes resented me working for hours on end without giving them attention. but with time their voices have become louder. Now when I'm hitting a dead end for too long one of them usually taps me on the shoulder and proposes to brainstorm everything together so I can find a solution.

 

On the other hand they sometime are aggravated when I keep working on something while they'd rather read, play or do something else.

I haven't had much time to (actively) force lately due to classes and work, and yes it's frustrating for both of us. My progress has been very, very slow as of late. ADD isn't helpful either, as when I actually do get the time, it's hard to focus.

 

However, Tess doesn't hold anything against me for it. Everything I do, she does with me, so we still have plenty of time to talk. If anything, we always make time for each other on a daily basis -- right before going to sleep at night.

Currently restarting visualization in order to get it down perfectly. 

Progress log (haven't used it in a while, but still forcing)

For me it's the opposite. I'm still in the process of creating a Tulpa, but I don't have much free time to really create one.

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