Emotional responses, mind and body: what to do next

[Lolimancer]

I was going to start a new topic about an experience I just had about an hour ago, but I'll post in this instead.

I had my first intense emotional response to my tulpa. I too had been slacking for about a week or two, and today I forced for an hour (and I will later tonight as well) and I felt a strong happiness toward her. I feel similar emotions when around really close friends, and I felt an attraction to her I don't normally experience.

But yes, I am happy that we're moving on. It's difficult getting started on personality and what not, but once we get into it, it starts to become more fun.

Good luck, my friend. It seems you're making progress.

 

I totally see what you mean. Now i want to go back in time and tell myself to start forcing like my life depended on it instead of just slacking half-heartedly. Good luck to you too.

[Pashoo]

When I was playing

while tulpaforcing, I got the clearest visualization I'd ever gotten of her, dancing in front of me. So we danced the time away, both of us stuck in the 60's until the song ended. And you have reaffirmed the belief that that was totally legit. I love you for that~

[mirshalak]

I believe fully in the astral/magickal model. As far as I am concerned, tulpae/servitors are fully persistent acorporeal entities. As such, the visualisation and forcing work is not, in my own opinion, done to bring them into existence, because even though you'll still need several days to power it up, it's possible to create an embryonic servitor in less than half an hour. After that point, the servitor exists whether you can see it or not; the intense focus on it during forcing, accomplishes two things.

 

a} It feeds the tulpa/servitor with sufficient astral energy for it to be able to manifest semi-physically, which to a degree involves fleshing it out.

b} It exercises your own astral senses sufficiently, that when the tulpa/servitor has sufficient energy to be able to so manifest, you will also be able to see it.

[Werner]

As such, the visualisation and forcing work is not, in my own opinion, done to bring them into existence, because even though you'll still need several days to power it up, it's possible to create an embryonic servitor in less than half an hour. After that point, the servitor exists whether you can see it or not;

As magical as you are, I can agree with this; creating a tupper isn't about the creation or experience itself, but rather the process of establishing a habit. Tuppers are illusionary subconscious habits, pretty much.