Insane Tulpa Experience

[Alostlife]

I was meditating with my sister and my tulpa got really violent and dominating in our wonderland. After we finished, they told me how there was a spirit(they used the word spirit not tulpa so I am going off that) who was trying to get into me from my sister and they were so aggressive to establish that I was their's. They even gave me that spirit name but forbid to ever say or write that name again because it will invoke them to come into me. 

 

My tulpa promised they will never be so aggressive again,  but only if I stop meditating with my sister because they don't know if they can protect me from that spirit again. 

 

I don't know how much they are lying and how much they are telling the truth. But in my morning alone meditation my tulpa was much nicer. 

 

Did anyone else experience something similar, where a Tulpa was only aggressive because they were trying to protect you?

[Ranger]

Personally, we don't believe in the risk of spirits or ghosts possessing us, nor do I fear a spirit will claim our body and hang out in it. Therefore, I never felt protective in having to shield Cat from ghosts. We have entertained the idea of getting possessed by something supernatural and having an advantage because Cat gets possessed all of the time and can switch, and in that hypothetical case we would work together to deal with whatever else was causing a problem.

I'm not sure if you or your sister practices magic, but if that's the case there may be some spells you can use to keep the spirits out. That way, your tulpa won't have to stress over protecting you or the body.

 

14 hours ago, Alostlife said:

I don't know how much they are lying and how much they are telling the truth.

Tulpas can't lie to you and get away with it because both you and your tulpa can read each other's thoughts and would catch it if the other one of you attempted to lie. My guess is they are doing their best to describe their experience and are using beliefs and definitions you already learned at some point in your life. It's possible the idea of a spirit showing up spooked them and once you meditated with your sister, fulfilled a self-fulfilling prophecy. Either that or your sister practices magic and your tulpa is jumping the gun too soon and ready to fend off supernatural risks.

Young tulpas can easily jump to conclusions because they have access to a lot of information and not enough personal life experiences to interpret that information. If your tulpa gets scared, concerned, or confused, it's a good idea to talk to them and explain anything they are having trouble connecting the dots for.

Edited April 29, 2020 by Ranger

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On 4/30/2020 at 2:25 AM, Ranger said:

Tulpas can't lie to you and get away with it because both you and your tulpa can read each other's thoughts and would catch it if the other one of you attempted to lie.

Not causing trouble but Tulpas can lie to each other and the host with ease from my experience. I mean we could lie up and down to our host and she wouldn't even know.

 

 

On 4/29/2020 at 11:45 AM, Alostlife said:

Did anyone else experience something similar, where a Tulpa was only aggressive because they were trying to protect you?

My host practices witchcraft, on the odd occasion that something goes wrong, the bossier out of us usually front to keep anything bad from happening.

[Mechagodzilla72]

Late response, but I figured I would add my two cents as I have some experience in the matter.

 

@Alostlife I would take what your tulpa said seriously. I've been attacked by evil spirits more than once, and trust me, it's a deeply unpleasant experience. You don't want any of that. If I was in your position, I would first confirm what your tulpa said. Does your sister do occult stuff? Maybe she attracted the attention of something malicious, and your tulpa detected it. If you can confirm that your sister is the cause, I would encourage her to remove the spirit so you two can be at peace together.

 

However, I'm a little skeptical that this is an evil spirit. Both times I got attacked, I was immediately aware of the evil spirit, and even saw it once. In my experience, you FEEL the spirit is there. There was a powerful dread in my chest when it was near. If your mind got attacked, and your tulpa tried to protect you, then you should have noticed it. Glitch the 3rd had tulpa wars in his mind which caused him migraines. It is possible that some sort of thoughtform in your head went nuts when your sister was near instead of an evil spirit attacking. I would still be careful though, evil spirits can do serious harm if you don't have some sort of defense against them. You can't exactly bludgeon them over the head with a lead pipe and tell them to get off your lawn. Best of luck to you.

[Guest]

When we first started, we were spending a lot of time interacting in mindspace and we had some really nasty intrusive thoughtforms. Mostly insecurities, but also shadow demons (subconsious thoughtform manifestations of past unresolved traumas).

 

I was still very new, and one day I decided I could best love my Bear by caging him in wonderland and banishing my other sisters.

 

Silly me.

 

I was overpowered by my sister Ashley and had to apologize. It was purely out of love, I assure you.

 

[Bear] it felt very real, I was going through some tough times emotionally, and I don't blame her for that. It was so out of character for her that I believe she was influenced by my own shadows.