Guest CaptFlushing September 7, 2012 September 7, 2012 So I've gotten about 16 hours of forcing done since I've started working on Molly. In that time, I've managed to receive a few basic emotional responses from her, although they mostly occur in spurts (high activity for one session, and then lower activity for a while). After the first major event (which occurred at about 8 hours in), my main problem was that Molly appeared to be 'lost' during the sessions. Largely thanks to Albatross, I was able to 'bring her back', and ended up having the second major event about 13 hours in. However, since then, I've been having another major issue: Molly seems to be staying in my mindspace, but her presence feels very dim. She seems to be quite weak and tired, and I'm honestly not sure why. I'm very concerned about her well-being, and I'm also worried by the fact that, without being able to feel her presence that strongly, the forcing sessions are beginning to stagnate. I've tried everything I could remember people recommending: Orange juice, cold showers, bananas, Neuro Sonic, even nootropics (specifically DMAE). None of it seems to be working, and her presence is getting weaker each session. I'm really worried. What should I be doing?
Phi September 7, 2012 September 7, 2012 First, go into your wonderland. Ok? Ok. Now, force an big, bright orange. Perfectly round. Feel it's skin. Now force a knife, and cut the orange juice in half. Watch the juices squirt out during the cut. Now force a glass, and squeeeze the orange's juices into the cup until the cup is full. Discard the orange juice and the knife. Give your tulpa the glass, and talk to them about nothing while they enjoy the cup of orange juice.
Bin September 7, 2012 September 7, 2012 How about just talk to her instead of performing weird shower orange juice rituals? no
Frosty September 7, 2012 September 7, 2012 How about just talk to her instead of performing weird shower orange juice rituals? Because orange juice is the official mascot of tulpa.info. We voted on it. Tulpa's name: April Form: Human female Working on: Stuff My Progress Log "A belief is not merely an idea the mind possesses; it is an idea that possesses the mind." ~ Robert Oxton Bolton
Oguigi September 7, 2012 September 7, 2012 Okay this "Molly" seem to been giving you some problems (seen your other Threads) You need to let this Molly know what she is doing to you. and talk to her (out-loud tulpa seems to hear you better when you speakout) _____ Find some1 IRL that you can talk to/knows about this and ask them to assist you in tuplaforcing. (Very Hard, if not impossible for some/most) if all else fails. Then Listen to this for Ultimate inspiration. pix: Link Diary: http://ponystasha.tumblr.com Koomer.
Frosty September 7, 2012 September 7, 2012 On a more serious note, I have noted that April's presence feels more profound and I feel more connected to her during times when I'm feeling heightened emotions. But I would try what Phi said. Spend time with tupper. Believe in tupper. Tulpa's name: April Form: Human female Working on: Stuff My Progress Log "A belief is not merely an idea the mind possesses; it is an idea that possesses the mind." ~ Robert Oxton Bolton
Guest applesauce99 September 7, 2012 September 7, 2012 Because orange juice is the official mascot of tulpa.info. shit, it actually is
Chupi September 7, 2012 September 7, 2012 For reviving a fading or even "dead" tulpa, I like the overall method Gallorance uses in this post. Obviously don't just blindly follow what he did, adapt it for what feels like it would work in your mind. Lyra: human female, ~17 Evan: boy, ~14, was an Eevee Anera: anime-style girl, ~12; Lyra made her My blog :: Time expectations are bad (forcing time targets are good though)
Pashoo September 8, 2012 September 8, 2012 As far out there as what Phi said seems, it's actually a really good way to get in touch. It's such a casual way of interacting with your tulpa, but it still involves the work of forcing, it could really help you with reestablishing that connection. An abstract, all-encompassing love is still a love, nonetheless.
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