Romm September 9, 2012 September 9, 2012 So my tulpa started responding me some time ago but mostly in same condition - when I'm mostly feel sleepy and about to fall unconscious, she throws in some random word combinations out of nowhere which I receive as thoughts. It usually happens once in a few days. First problem is that I can't get any decent response when I try tulpaforce for serious, granted I don't do it very often and I get discouraged every time I try. Secondly few days ago I received some "vocal" responses, but again it's mostly out of context phrases said in random voices, some of which are rough males but thats aside made me think that i should force her voice, but I can't get any good idea for that and my mind isn't good enough to makeup voice on its own for long term plan. To put it simply I have no idea how can I plan on her voice. Lastly I'm not sure what should I make out of her mumbling. Sometimes her thoughts sound angry or annoyed and that doesn't exactly sums up with her planned personality. This leaves me worried.
Romm September 9, 2012 Author September 9, 2012 No, and I'm not really sure what you mean by mind voice. What I've experienced was more like alien thought occasionally came in my conscious, aside from vocal parts. I shall try to utilize it somehow anyway, thanks.
Malix September 9, 2012 September 9, 2012 No, and I'm not really sure what you mean by mind voice. What I've experienced was more like alien thought occasionally came in my conscious, aside from vocal parts. I shall try to utilize it somehow anyway, thanks. Your internal monologue. Non-alien thoughts. When you think with words and it 'sounds' like your voice in your head. Tulpa: Name: Elyse (Elly) Birthday: 29th May, 2012 Physical description: 5"8 thin human girl. self-identified age 18. ~1ft, vivid red hair sometimes in a ponytail. light-skinned. green eyes. Progress: entirely vocal, speaks often, but only 1 hallucination; her saying "Hiiii". Great at possession.
Romm September 9, 2012 Author September 9, 2012 Well my internal monologue is mostly controlled by me, I don't think it actually have any sound, more like a stream of thoughts. And I try not to her into it too because it would likely make me feel like parroting much.
Romm September 11, 2012 Author September 11, 2012 No luck in progression so far. Anyone else has any ideas?
Oguigi September 11, 2012 September 11, 2012 It would also help if we knew how many days you've tried tuplaforcing. pix: Link Diary: http://ponystasha.tumblr.com Koomer.
Romm September 11, 2012 Author September 11, 2012 I didn't actually count hours, but I started at the end of June, so more than 2 months.
Oguigi September 11, 2012 September 11, 2012 Hmm Two months, while everyone is different you should be past the voice stage. You may be over-estimating the amount of time you really spend with your Tulpa (tulpaforcing). while I may not have the Magic-Wand, i can tell you that Having a Wonderland helps, and tulpaforcing in this realm will get you far, you need to have faith/ get rid of your doubts. and your tulpa will be clear. pix: Link Diary: http://ponystasha.tumblr.com Koomer.
Frosty September 11, 2012 September 11, 2012 I think the biggest problem that affects tulpa development is belief and faith in your tupper. The OP said himself he doesn't force often and whenever he does he gets discouraged. That is probably the cause for the delay in development. As for the random voices you hear as you're about to fall asleep, like rough male voices and stuff, I've had that happen before. However, it sounds more like hypogognic (sp?) voices rather than a tupper. But I could be wrong. Tulpa's name: April Form: Human female Working on: Stuff My Progress Log "A belief is not merely an idea the mind possesses; it is an idea that possesses the mind." ~ Robert Oxton Bolton
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