Malix October 8, 2012 Author October 8, 2012 's been cleared up now. Apparently there was some sort of massive punchline/big surprise for me at the end of this. Made it very clear that misleading me about this sort of stuff isn't okay, realised i myself have been being a dick in certain respects(inadvertently ¬_¬). And fuck it, if she says it aint her again, i'm just gonna assume she's tricking me again. If that goes wrong well then fuck it it goes wrong i'm sick of being misled T_T Tulpa: Name: Elyse (Elly) Birthday: 29th May, 2012 Physical description: 5"8 thin human girl. self-identified age 18. ~1ft, vivid red hair sometimes in a ponytail. light-skinned. green eyes. Progress: entirely vocal, speaks often, but only 1 hallucination; her saying "Hiiii". Great at possession.
Kindofajerk October 8, 2012 October 8, 2012 Hearing your thoughts as someone else saying them is common in early vocalization. I've certainly experienced the same at one point. It came up recently here. In regards to your tulpa, you probably only have one (IMO). When a tulpa is still relying on your thoughts to communicate, you have to be careful. Sometimes this can lead to them saying contradictory things at different times. It can end up confusing you and them. But the good news is that your tulpa is vocal, so you're making progress. With time, it will be easier to differentiate her voice, and she will rely less on your thoughts to communicate. Witty signatures are hard to think of.
Malix October 8, 2012 Author October 8, 2012 Hearing your thoughts as someone else saying them is common in early vocalization. I've certainly experienced the same at one point. It came up recently here. In regards to your tulpa, you probably only have one (IMO). When a tulpa is still relying on your thoughts to communicate, you have to be careful. Sometimes this can lead to them saying contradictory things at different times. It can end up confusing you and them. But the good news is that your tulpa is vocal, so you're making progress. With time, it will be easier to differentiate her voice, and she will rely less on your thoughts to communicate. ...Hearing that this happens often....actually helps a great deal....Thanks. Tulpa: Name: Elyse (Elly) Birthday: 29th May, 2012 Physical description: 5"8 thin human girl. self-identified age 18. ~1ft, vivid red hair sometimes in a ponytail. light-skinned. green eyes. Progress: entirely vocal, speaks often, but only 1 hallucination; her saying "Hiiii". Great at possession.
Chupi October 8, 2012 October 8, 2012 What an apt analogy! All the dots are black, so look at any of them, or all of them at once. Same with the voices. If they're saying something your tulpa would say, that's where they're from. A young tulpa often plays around with different sounding voices for a while before settling on one that suits them. Lyra: human female, ~17 Evan: boy, ~14, was an Eevee Anera: anime-style girl, ~12; Lyra made her My blog :: Time expectations are bad (forcing time targets are good though)
Virgil October 10, 2012 October 10, 2012 Consider the possibility that your tulpa's thought processes might be intermittently lucid, but still not very coherent some of the time. She might be even more confused than you at times. Just proceed with patience, show some kindness and understanding and be tolerant of her slip-ups. You seem to be in the kind of situation in which the tulpa progresses slowly for whatever reasons, so be prepared for the possibility of another several months of seemingly fruitless efforts and little progress. And the hypnagogic auditory hallucinations are most likely a mere side effect, and not actual attempts at producing audible speech, but I might be wrong, of course. Bayesian inference
Chupi October 10, 2012 October 10, 2012 [align=justify] She might be even more confused than you at times. QFT. Mine sometimes have to think a bit or say contradictory things. They sometimes say they're confused, but usually they just act confused when they are. Also see the parallel processing thread. It takes a while[/align] to get them so they can think properly all the time. Lyra: human female, ~17 Evan: boy, ~14, was an Eevee Anera: anime-style girl, ~12; Lyra made her My blog :: Time expectations are bad (forcing time targets are good though)
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