eyelid hallucination and scare actions.

[Nighttarga]

so... Been a while since ive posted with questions.

 

Two days ago, i believe my tulpa has made her first audible sound through auditory halucinnation, bad thing is, it was a very scare sound, much like the jump scare sound from slender, exept with less echo.

I heard her mindvoice laugh imediately after.

Today, it was a visual halucinnation.

I was going home by car, someone had pick me up, the sun was setting, enough so that its always in this unavoidable angle.

I had my eyes closed, the sun rays go through the eyelids, so i decided to visualize a bit.

Once the sunrays are blocked by the building, a full visualization of tamitha suddently appears on the back of my eyelids, it was a clear full bodied halucination of her.

The bad part is, the face was totaly disfigured and it was something really scary to look at. I have the face well visualized since its always good in wonderland.

 

Im not sure if my tulpa is doing this on purpose or what else is going on.

[glitchthe3rd]

Faces are hard to visualize, keep at it and you'll get better.

[Ginyu]

so... Been a while since ive posted with questions.

 

Two days ago, i believe my tulpa has made her first audible sound through auditory halucinnation, bad thing is, it was a very scare sound, much like the jump scare sound from slender, exept with less echo.

I heard her mindvoice laugh imediately after.

Today, it was a visual halucinnation.

I was going home by car, someone had pick me up, the sun was setting, enough so that its always in this unavoidable angle.

I had my eyes closed, the sun rays go through the eyelids, so i decided to visualize a bit.

Once the sunrays are blocked by the building, a full visualization of tamitha suddently appears on the back of my eyelids, it was a clear full bodied halucination of her.

The bad part is, the face was totaly disfigured and it was something really scary to look at. I have the face well visualized since its always good in wonderland.

 

Im not sure if my tulpa is doing this on purpose or what else is going on.

Well, if it was her first time speaking aloud, maybe speaking "nicely" would be hard to do. Not really sure about those facial problems though. If you can visualize her face perfectly in the wonderland, than you shouldn't have that hard of a time imposing it.

I can't say this from experience, but I doubt shes turned into some kind of creepy hallucination.

[Couguhl]

If you've ever stared into a mirror for a long period of time, you most likely noticed that after a while, your face appeared to contort. This is because our neurons cancel out constant information. Imagine being constantly aware of the position of your feet, when you breathed, et cetera. If this didn't occur, we could easily become overwhelmed. After a while of staring at something, (like a tulpa) your brain begins to cancel parts of it out. But because faces or objects don't typically have central points, the brain mutes pieces of the whole, creating a distortion-looking effect.

 

Sorry for the digression, but that is why faces can become so easily contorted, and I think after a while of visualization, this occurs in some way sometimes.

[CurlyPie]

I actually would not rule out the idea that you drifted into a semi-sleeping state, and simply had a flash of a dream. When I'm tired, if I drift off suddenly in an inappropriate place, I VERY often get a loud sound that wakes me up. It's never the same sound. I just think there is a part of our brain that stimulates the auditory nerve to jolt us back awake, when we subconsciously know that we shouldn't be sleeping.