Pronas June 20, 2012 Author June 20, 2012 Pronas: what was it like before you realize she could talk? I'm trying to figure out where I'm at, and this sort of rings true for me. I feel like he's constantly mumbling about something, and sometimes I get words and phrases, but they hardly ever make sense. I feel like I'm failing to listen rather than him failing to speak.... any advice? Well, when Kate talks it doesn't feel ANY different. Honestly I still feel insecure about her actually talking. What makes me believe she does talk though, is because she woke me up at 3 a.m, it was something REALLY different, and whenever I talk to her, I feel like I'm talking to someone else. Hopefully, as time goes on, her voice will become more apparent. As far as advice, I'd tell you to throw all doubt away. It may feel strange as hell and that you might be fooling yourself into thinking your tulpa talks, but really, in the end it's all about believing and trusting your tulpa. You could also do the same experiment as I did, ask your tulpa to wake you up at a random hour and that will certainly soothe your doubts. It feels really strange and uneasy, it was like something was gently squeezing my heart. Imposed sex. For science. I will certainly try that, but I'll still spend some more weeks perfecting my visualization and her speech.
Semi-Nomadic June 20, 2012 June 20, 2012 Nice. Though she turned out to be just as dirty-minded as you. Kind of a pity.
Pronas June 30, 2012 Author June 30, 2012 No I cannot. I dont even know if she truly speaks. If she does, it doesnt feel any less different than a normal thought.
Guest July 1, 2012 July 1, 2012 No I cannot. I dont even know if she truly speaks. If she does, it doesnt feel any less different than a normal thought. Doesn't the anxiety of not truly knowing kill you?
Pronas July 1, 2012 Author July 1, 2012 I dont know if I'm parroting, and I have no idea how i could truly know.
Guest July 1, 2012 July 1, 2012 I dont know if I'm parroting, and I have no idea how i could truly know. Wait for an external voice?
Recommended Posts
Join the conversation
You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.