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Sorry about your dog Pronas, I had a dog for 8 1/2 years and he died a month ago.

I have 10 tulpas, but I'm only actively working on Reah, my first tulpa currently.

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Would I really be in the doghouse this time if I made a mean post about this?


Would I really be in the doghouse this time if I made a mean post about this?

 

Yes, and I've heard that Pronas has an empty one to spare.

Sorry to hear about your dog, can understand how you feel, I had this one cat for as long as I can remember and he ended up passing away last year.

Tea [Theta]: Start

 

  • 3 weeks later...

Ok, time to update this. I don't even remember what I last talked about.

So Kate talks now through sheer power of belief. She sounds like an automatic thought though, no external voice and all that mojo. I've been imposing and trying possession for a while now, on the imposition front, it's become more instinctual to imagine her on my surroundings. When I walk around town and stuff, I ask her to hold my hand, and it gets numb shortly after I ask her to. I've done various tests and tried on both hands and the results tell that it really is her holding my hand, and not some sort of stupid placebo. Possession though, has been moving at baby steps. The most I've got was my finger moving a bit to the side, so it certainly wasn't some muscle spasm or some shit, and i once get a big arm jerk, so no muscle spasm either.

 

Kate got a bit scared and gloomy though, because she thought I wanted to get possession down so I could move to mind shifting (supposedly, your tupper gets complete control of your body, while you can chill out in wonderland. But till now, only one person can do that, so we're not even sure mere mortals like us can do it) and have her live life in my stead. So after reassuring her that while I thought the concept was really interesting, I would never do something against her will, and she is better now.

 

She also changed appearances. Now she has a much more realistic face, no more big anime eyes, she has this cute button noes :3 and her eye color changed from blue to green.

 

Anyways, that's basically all that happened all this time I didn't update.

You want Kate to live life for you?

 

Can she do math? Also, does she know or have any theories about why she can't talk out loud?

Well, yesterday I smoked some weed (ok, not really, I don't do drugs) and I decided to do some crazy shit.

Ever since I was 10 or so, I had this character I would always imagine in stories and stuff (basically a male version of Sock's Ellenore), though I always thought of him as a better version of myself, an ideal. So I thought maybe I should try to turn him into a tulpa too, who knows, maybe he could turn out to be more evolved than Kate and he could help her evolve too.

 

Anyways, I visualized him and said he could become a tupper and that he was free from being puppeted by me. So he actually hugged me and cried and stuff, and then he hugged both me and Kate too.

 

So, like, half and hour later I go to check on him and he just comes up to me and says that he doesn't really want to be a tulpa, because me and him are basically the same person and are meant to be one. So he hugged me again and turned into TULPA DUST (seriously, he became dust) and got absorbed by me again. Meanwhile Kate was all: "That's the way it was meant to be Pronas" and stuff.

 

So yeah, that's the only exciting thing I have to talk about right now, no sorts of breakthroughs and such yet.

 

Here's a pic of what he looks like though: http://i.imgur.com/VY6Bc.jpg

I need ideas. I have been feeling jealous and frustrated about other peoples tuppers, and even had a fight with kate about it. She came back though and said she wouldnt leave because she loves me and all that cute stuff. But she said she cant or is having a great deal of difficulty at doing the tulpa stuff like picking memories or getting high inside the sub-c, so she told me to make another tupper. wat do?

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