historical January 14, 2013 January 14, 2013 Day 1 Made wonderland and narrated to green energy ball representing Alex. Wonderland is infinite star field in space with a pedestal nearby that acts as a teleporter to other wonderlands. Day 2 Narrated. Day 3 Narrated. Went to wonderland and did some world building. Miku started sending me feels. Narrated to Miku and Alex. fourfiction, the idiot.
historical January 15, 2013 Author January 15, 2013 Day 4 Narrated to Alex and Miku. Miku's form is hard to impose, and conversations flow with some difficulty. Alex shows no signs of change. fourfiction, the idiot.
glitchthe3rd January 15, 2013 January 15, 2013 Welcome back, unregistered user. Indeed. "Science isn't about why, science is about why not?" -Cave Johnson Tulpae: Luna, Elise, Naomi My progress report
historical January 15, 2013 Author January 15, 2013 Concerning doubt: Never doubt. Concerning perception: What does time feel like? A very great and seemingly educated read, +1. Day 5 - Morning Narrated to the two tuppers. Miku is somewhat talkative, if not sleepy. Alex is silent. fourfiction, the idiot.
historical January 16, 2013 Author January 16, 2013 Day 5 - does it count as 6 if its 12:16am? Having a decent conversation with my green girl. Haven't narrated to Alex yet for the night. fourfiction, the idiot.
historical January 17, 2013 Author January 17, 2013 Day 6 - im stopping this whole day thing, its so unreliable Narrated to Alex and Miku. fourfiction, the idiot.
historical January 17, 2013 Author January 17, 2013 Had a serious narration sesh. Usually my narration is half-minded as I walk down the street or do something, but tonight for the first time in a couple months I sat down and just talked. I talked about my two tulpas two too to my two tulpas. It was during this talk that I realized I don't even know what Miku is anymore. When I first started tulpaforcing her, she was a tulpa. When I abandoned her for a while and then came back she was more like a mindless imaginary friend. Now, she feels like an IF, but I know there's more to her than before. I know that she's 'grown' per say. Tulpas never die -they just hide - so Miku's been here for months regardless what I thought was going on. Upon talking about this to her I could feel some emotions and head pressures, too. Alex sent me some emotions, but they were minimal at best. Overall, a very productive forcing session with lots of feels and stuff. Science. Yeah. I realized the imaginary friend thing might have been from my overly-talkative mind. I script out conversations with people before I even see them in real life. No shit, everyone does that you say? I do it so unconsciously that I will be walking down the street and realize I've been talking to myself for the last 10 minutes. Also, we came up with a saying regarding doubts: "Doubts can kill, belief can build." Sounds like a fucking nursery rhyme. Goodnight. fourfiction, the idiot.
historical January 19, 2013 Author January 19, 2013 Well, after having a dream about being in a plane crash, fighting ninjatsu poseidon, finding a town full of invisible old people who don't give a fuck, and ghosts, I woke up an hour earlier than I wanted to and narrated. fourfiction, the idiot.
historical January 20, 2013 Author January 20, 2013 Narration is all I'm doing lately, as I'm too scared to do anything else lol fourfiction, the idiot.
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