I think my mind's fucking with me

[historical]

So I was narrating personality traits to Miku (who now wants the name Claire) the other day and every time I would list a trait that seemed important to me I would hear the 'voice in my head' say the opposite trait. Honest was heard as Deceitful. I honestly (puns) forgot the rest of the instances, but that one was kinda weird.

 

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[Lacquer]

Intrusive thoughts that you noticed and therefore grew in power. Like these. Or it could just be your tulpa being a penis. This is why we make nice tulpas from the start, people.

[historical]

it could just be your tulpa being a penis.

 

Ok.

In all seriousness, I think its my own mind fucking with me. It does that all the time. I should change the thead title.

[Maverickthecat]

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[cruse]

It's easy to think of the opposite when you are thinking of something.

 

It's like seeing the color black, you'd be more likely to think of the color white next.

[historical]

True, but it sounded like my mindvoice. But 'felt' third-person. It was weird and hard to explain.

[Sands]

Ask tupper. If they say it was them, then it was them. Hur.

 

Otherwise, intrusive thought/yourself/possibly something else. It's going to be difficult to ignore that shit if it keeps happening, but the more you keep giving it attention, the stronger it becomes, obviously. I got another person on the IRC talking to me a lot and he has a problem like this that kinda got out of hand, but I can't really help him when I have never experienced shit like this myself.

 

I think Bluesleeve/s (plural or not, help) had something like this going on, which is why I have tried directing the IRC dude to him, in case he could help. But I haven't really seen the Blue guy anywhere, so yeah.