Power Gem Experament. For Mavrickthecat

[Maverickthecat]

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[cruse]

Go listen to music, you'll get wide range of emotion.

[Guest Anonymous]

Go listen to music, you'll get wide range of emotion.

 

Agree, I always get something that I think are emmotional responses when I listen to music, especially sad music.

Or maybe it's just me, I don't know.

[TehEpicMan]

 

After it was made, I could cope better with my regrets in the past.

 

 

kinda the point. i dont know what mavrick was thinking but thats what this was supposed to be all the time

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Agree, I always get something that I think are emmotional responses when I listen to music, especially sad music.

Or maybe it's just me, I don't know.

 

all music sends my mind little emotional "signals." like when i listen to Still Alive from portal, i get all happy and stuffz. Now i wonder if forcing to heavy metal will help with the expirement o.O

[NariusV]

I used a visualized/semi-imposed black gem for storing fear for about about 12 years.

 

I used it to store fear that I was not able to deal with at the time.

 

Example, I'm in a situation where normally I would feel so afraid I could not do anything. I would dump that fear into the visualized black gem, feel it leave my mind/emotion, and then act. It was a symbolic form of dissociation.

 

Eventually I broke the gem and dealt with my fears once I had learned enough/matured enough to deal with the emotions and thoughts it contained.

 

I also noticed a few times that other people would jump back in fear sometimes when seeing me for the first time. I do not know if that was because they were sensing all the accumlated fear I wasn't dealing with or not. I do not recall that happening once I destroyed/stopped using the black fear gem. I do know that we can can learn to sense other peoples emotions, so if you develop one emotion strongly enough I think you could use it within yourself or maybe have other people feel it. Maybe useful in some situations.

 

I can say that the more I used it the more 'real' it became. Sometimes I would see or feel the gem floating around me.

I cannot say if the emotional charging, or visualization of it caused it to become more and more imposed. Although both are forms of attention.

 

Hope that's useful for your research.

[TehEpicMan]

I don't know why, but that story triggers my lie detectors, and they give a positive reading for you. Trust me, im good at detecting lies. Your errors: 1,12 years? Well, the tulpa forums OR 4chan wasn't up 12 years ago, unless your a Tibetan monk. 2, I don't think people can detect your "bundled up fear," much less flinch from it. 3, I feel like you plagerized me and Mav's idea about gems, altered it, put in some realistic qualities, and threw it out!

 

Then again, i could be full of bologna, or maybe you are. Just stating what i feel. If there is a way for you to give me proof, i'd love to see it.

[cruse]

You don't know, children at young age can be very creative sometimes.

 

I was *this* close from creating a tulpa around 5 years ago.

[NariusV]

I don't know why, but that story triggers my lie detectors, and they give a positive reading for you. Trust me, im good at detecting lies. Your errors: 1,12 years? Well, the tulpa forums OR 4chan wasn't up 12 years ago, unless your a Tibetan monk. 2, I don't think people can detect your "bundled up fear," much less flinch from it. 3, I feel like you plagerized me and Mav's idea about gems, altered it, put in some realistic qualities, and threw it out!

 

Then again, i could be full of bologna, or maybe you are. Just stating what i feel. If there is a way for you to give me proof, i'd love to see it.

 

My interest and information in/about tulpas was initially from books I read. I found some but not much information several years ago on the internet. I never knew about or posted on 4chan. I found this forum recently when I doing some routine internet searches about tulpa's as a final step before beginning the process.

 

The gem experiment was done long before I cared about developing a tulpa.

 

These types of mind experiments are all subjective and personal experience based. There is no proof except in ones memory, unless you do the work with other people and keep accurate records. Even then the written records can be passed off as 'made up' like you say.

 

That is why each person needs to do the work themselves. My intent is to support and encourage your research. I hope you succeed!

[tania]

i am starting imposing nao...

 

also noobdreamer, the gem isnt sentient, so why shouldn't i dump my anger into it? it doesnt have feelings. its basically a servitor, silly!

 

It may be just a servitor but anger can build up to a level where it can like take on a life of its own one could say. Ive got a little bit of experience in that many years ago when I purposely built up this energy of anger and it built up and I let it get away from me (that cant hurt can it?? the truth was yes it can as I found out). It spontanously took its own form and shape.. appearing as a big spider which then tried to chew someones face off (note I didnt give it a form.. I'd balled it but it did take form)... the person I was angry at (where my anger emotions were coming from being I was condensing them into like a ball) was almost hurt from this!! (I wont explain the details what happened as its too meta for most people but the other saw it and went hysterical and was almost injured in her fear cause of how she reacted to it. She could of been killed). This is dangerous stuff!!

 

What you are playing with there is like playing with fire!

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My interest and information in/about tulpas was initially from books I read. I found some but not much information several years ago on the internet. I never knew about or posted on 4chan. I found this forum recently when I doing some routine internet searches about tulpa's as a final step before beginning the process.

 

The gem experiment was done long before I cared about developing a tulpa.

 

These types of mind experiments are all subjective and personal experience based. There is no proof except in ones memory, unless you do the work with other people and keep accurate records. Even then the written records can be passed off as 'made up' like you say.

 

That is why each person needs to do the work themselves. My intent is to support and encourage your research. I hope you succeed!

 

Hi Narius. I dont know why most of this site seem to think that people here cant have got their info from non online places.

 

I made my first Tulpa about 10? years ago (accidently from a servitor) and have over the years, not due to anything Ive read at all just thought of the things off my own back.. spent time experimenting with various things.

 

Going back maybe well over 10 years ago? 15 years ago?, I got an idea out of nowhere of having a rainbow healing crystal (so equivalent with a jem thing being talked of here) ..but instead of being filled with anger.. I filled my "thought created" crystal with the energy of healing and goodness and stuck it inside my body near where I felt like I had energy blocks I wanted to clear (fear and other horrid energies). This I found helpful

 

Ive since found and been taught by my yogi teacher (unfortunately he's deceased now but he was a great teacher), how to project fear into a thought creation to remove it. These techiques of placing emotion into something arent uncommon in yogis so arent a new thing at all like some at this site are suggesting. MANY people do these things. (I dont get where so many people here get the idea that this site is a little elite group in which they are the only people doing this stuff). These things have always been around and there have always been people doing them. The only difference now due to the internet is.. that the people who had been doing these things previously, even before internet days.. can now come to sites and openly talk about their experiences and past experiments.

[TehEpicMan]

Ok, but where did you guys find about tulpa's and stuff, or did youjust firure them out by yourself?