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Ok, but where did you guys find about tulpa's and stuff, or did youjust firure them out by yourself?

 

Occultic books which just mention things here and there.. usually a brief mention of thoughtform entities or things along those lines (I never came across the word Tulpa before this website). After the brief mention of entities created from thoughtforms (it was mostly warnings of this stuff and the dangers of it), I found something more detailed on servitors and started to play around that.. hence how my accidental Tulpa came into being when I thought of ideas to take the servitor further (I spontanously give it its own consciousness). So partly figuring things out myself and partly getting ideas of what was possible from occultic books (usually a scary story of how someone had created a thoughtform being which went wrong).

 

I had it then figured out myself the Tulpa how tos (but at that point still didnt know it was a Tulpa I was trying to make..thought it was some kind of conscious servitor) but didnt have much understanding behind the whys of things, why this or that had happened, why this thing could just speak to me.. teachers (2 different ones, completely different schools of thought but it all came together) then took me the rest of the way with my understanding.

 

Both these teachers obviously had knowledge of Tuplas but didnt like openly share it with me, so was learning more indirectly from them (so Ive no idea if their stuff came from the Tibetian stuff or not.. one of my teachers who was well known (he's deceased now thou) had some tibetian links, he knew the Dali Lama and did meditate with him on occassion (thou I dont know if he was teaching tibetian stuff). My other teacher as far as I know has no tibetian ties but was trained in psychic stuff since a child (which was the norm in this order) throu some kind of secret very old order which is meant to have died out. (I only knew one other of that order, another my teacher had trained and initiated and I was the last that my teacher was going to initate into the order but then I decided not to go throu with it). My teachers just answered questions I had on things here and there and I learnt more things from experiences with these teachers.

 

These teachers thou did teach me directly about the mind, energy and thoughtforms (how our thoughts create energy and this carries consciousness).. even if all the Tulpa info wasnt just given to me... in a round about way, after the facts (my play around with servitors and the accidently creation of the Tulpa) it was.

 

I dare say many others like myself are being exposed to this stuff throu the occultic side of things to.

Jesse (human male) DOB 16th April 2013 

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Just wondering, since I've been stalking this experiment, has anything new or interesting happened? So you made the gem and you put your anger in the gem. Now what? Has anything happened yet?

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Of course nothing has happened, it's all *symbolism*. This isn't even a legitimate experiment!

 

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See, I find metaphysics fairly interesting, but I find it hard to take it seriously. Even the words occult and metaphysics themselves are deeply rooted in negative connotation, and most online resources I've found on the subjects are simply too sketchy or fantastical to believe. So I have to ask: what got you interested in them?

My Tulpa

And then it cuts to a scene where you're sitting in a padded cell.

 

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This isn't even a legitimate experiment!

 

Of course it's a legitimate experiment! As long as they write down what happens. That pretty much is the only barrier between effing around and science.

 

It doesn't even seem all thay metaphysical to me. There's no magic or mystery to picturing a thing then redirecting your emotions to that thing. It's all psychological.

 

I want to know whether this exercise has yielded any results as far as changes in their personal state. I'm honestly all too critical of metaphysics, especially for someone who likes tulpae and all. I just want to know what data was gathered. Did the op better handle anger? Did their bottling it up make them stressed?

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That pretty much is the only barrier between effing around and science.

 

Bullshit. There's much more to proper scientific procedure than simply "writing it down". Reminds me of this.

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Bullshit. There's much more to proper scientific procedure than simply "writing it down". Reminds me of this.

 

Well, of course there is, but this is just a website. We're not exactly the formality police. I mean most of the experiments here are just as casual.

 

That comic is funny, but I don't understand what relevance it bears? :P

 

Anyway, I just wanna know what happened, if anything.

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Of course nothing has happened, it's all *symbolism*. This isn't even a legitimate experiment!

 

 

See, I find metaphysics fairly interesting, but I find it hard to take it seriously. Even the words occult and metaphysics themselves are deeply rooted in negative connotation, and most online resources I've found on the subjects are simply too sketchy or fantastical to believe. So I have to ask: what got you interested in them?

 

Metaphysics, interesting? HAHAHA! I think not! And it technically is a legic experiment.

 

The truth is, i haven't even been working on it :P

My brain is twice the size of yours. Deal with it.

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It may be just a servitor but anger can build up to a level where it can like take on a life of its own one could say. Ive got a little bit of experience in that many years ago when I purposely built up this energy of anger and it built up and I let it get away from me (that cant hurt can it?? the truth was yes it can as I found out). It spontanously took its own form and shape.. appearing as a big spider which then tried to chew someones face off (note I didnt give it a form.. I'd balled it but it did take form)... the person I was angry at (where my anger emotions were coming from being I was condensing them into like a ball) was almost hurt from this!! (I wont explain the details what happened as its too meta for most people but the other saw it and went hysterical and was almost injured in her fear cause of how she reacted to it. She could of been killed). This is dangerous stuff!!

 

What you are playing with there is like playing with fire!

 

I know what you are saying. I did something similar when I was socially isolated and used hatred of people and frustration to unintentionally make a dark thought form. It eventually became sentient and began to bully me. I thought I was just talking to myself until recently, when I found out that he was sabotaging my tulpamancy. Don't make a thought form out of negative emotions. Its about as smart (and healthy) as drinking battery acid.

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