Guest applesauce99 August 29, 2012 August 29, 2012 So, after not going into wonderland for ages, I go back. Of course, my skillz are rusty and my visualization sucks dramatic ballsacks, so most of the time I just narrated anyway. I think I saw her once though, because I felt a really different presence and couldn't help but smile at the feeling. Now I'm going to impose her, even though I'm still having trouble with her form. I mostly do a 'feel' more than a visual imposition anyway.
Guest applesauce99 August 30, 2012 August 30, 2012 Me: (after narrating for a bit) "Anyway, now I'm gonna talk in my head because I'm going outside and people will look at me funny if I'm talking to myself-" Miku: "But you're talking to me..." Still not vocal, just thought voice. It's definetely a semi-defined female voice though. Also, I realized that one thing she said a little while after was parroted. As soon as I realized I was parroting it I felt a dull headache in the back of my head. I'm pretty sure it was Miku pissed at me for parroting her.
Sorryman54 August 30, 2012 August 30, 2012 Me: (after narrating for a bit) "Anyway, now I'm gonna talk in my head because I'm going outside and people will look at me funny if I'm talking to myself-" Miku: "But you're talking to me..." Still not vocal, just thought voice. It's definetely a semi-defined female voice though. Also, I realized that one thing she said a little while after was parroted. As soon as I realized I was parroting it I felt a dull headache in the back of my head. I'm pretty sure it was Miku pissed at me for parroting her. Interesting...
Guest applesauce99 August 30, 2012 August 30, 2012 yeah I'm adopting the mentality that everything I hear in her voice is her unless I'm really sure I parroting, so eh.
Sorryman54 August 30, 2012 August 30, 2012 yeah I'm adopting the mentality that everything I hear in her voice is her unless I'm really sure I parroting, so eh. Yes. I am doing something similar to where I accept everything Dash does as progress and a sign of sentience unless its sure parroting. I adopted that last night and it's made today a benchmark of progress. I look forward to using this method. It's quite handy. I can just sit there and communicate in class and passive force (visualizing she's behind me) for awesome amounts of time.
Guest applesauce99 August 31, 2012 August 31, 2012 After reading Amadeus' Subjective Reality thread I think I'm going to apply it to my method of thinking and forcing. Essentially, what I got out of it is that I need to not figure out a logical way for tulpas to exist, but just to believe they/she will. I think this belief in the unknown is called 'faith'. Also, he mentioned not being so detail-oriented and being more conceptual. Just blabbering here, I plan to force later tonight.
Sorryman54 August 31, 2012 August 31, 2012 >That feel when you plan a epic forcing session and fall asleep. >That feel when you don't know how long you forced >that feel when you are just a huge letdown and a lying faggot to your tulpa I am all of these feels
Josh August 31, 2012 August 31, 2012 After reading Amadeus' Subjective Reality thread I think I'm going to apply it to my method of thinking and forcing. Essentially, what I got out of it is that I need to not figure out a logical way for tulpas to exist, but just to believe they/she will. I think this belief in the unknown is called 'faith'. Also, he mentioned not being so detail-oriented and being more conceptual. Just blabbering here, I plan to force later tonight. Now you're gettin' it, sir :)
Recommended Posts