Fourfiction's failventure with his tulpa

[Guest applesauce99]

idk honestly

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the line between puppeting and letting go was so blurred that I lost it in the carpet. That and she moved on her own from the start when I came back to her after 2 weeks so...

[Guest applesauce99]

well, been narrating more than usual lately. This morning I woke up, bid Miku good morning, and browsed the forums. I read gideon's blarg and saw that emotional narration helps. I'm one of those susceptible people who yawns if I talk about it or even say the word 'yawn'....and I am right noe,

 

So now I'm randomly laughing as I narrate. I feel like a bubbly idiot.

[cruse]

I believe that it's better to narrate bubbly and idiotically rather than monotonously and boringly.

 

And I yawned after reading that post of yours.

 

anyway, good luck forcing.

[Sorryman54]

I believe that it's better to narrate bubbly and idiotically rather than monotonously and boringly.

 

And I yawned after reading that post of yours.

 

anyway, good luck forcing.

 

I usually say and do retarted shit with Dash. One time I accidently ran into a wall and said, "that's your host for you, Dash."

[Guest applesauce99]

Yeah I do stupid shit all the time and poke fun at it with my tupper. Sometimes I narrate about having nothing to narrate about too.

 

>progress

[Sands]

Goddammit faggot I yawned. And yawned again writing that. Fuck. Third one because I looked at the text before I posted it.

[Guest applesauce99]

HAHA GOTCHA FGT

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update: narrated a shitload. Its hard to tell sometimes if I'm talking to myself or Miku, but I keep at it.

[Guest applesauce99]

So I promised Miku that I'd go into wonderland for once in a while after work. I go in, but every goddamn thing I visualize is full of fuckng Skyrim. Now I have another reason to hate that game: cluttering up my mind with caves, bards and whores. Fuck. So I'm narrating to her write now (puns!). What exactly do I do at this point anyway, besides narration?

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EDIT: after I typed that I tried feeding her emotions. I imagined sucking the soul out of her form pretty much, which was the same soul I traited so long ago as far as colors and everything. Then I thought of a bunch of happy and loving moments in my life and fed the emotions I was feeling to her 'soul'. Then I watched as her energy orb thing morphed into her anime form. Then I had an empty anime form, so I vaporized it since she didn't need it.

 

Overall, it was hella fun because not only did I get to relive the awesomest seconds of my life, but I got to during tulpaforcing...will do again often.

[Guest applesauce99]

its a fuck of a lot easier to narrate to Miku when I impose her, since its more like talking to a physical person. The only problem is that puppeting is 1000% easier while imposing and I feel like a dick.

[cruse]

its a fuck of a lot easier to narrate to Miku when I impose her, since its more like talking to a physical person. The only problem is that puppeting is 1000% easier while imposing and I feel like a yogurt cannon.

 

I actually stopped visualizing and just talk to her out loud for a few day because of that. It's easy to puppet and parrot when visualizing, and just like you said, imposition made the problem worse IMO.