ragna June 4, 2013 June 4, 2013 Well, where do I start? I started tulpaforcing at november 8th 2012. His name was Jack, i was tulpaforcing almost 1 month or so and then recently stoped. Then earley 2013 i started forcing again, and Jack started even talking, but after month i started being very busy with school and had some familly problems, and had almost no time for him, and after some time e even stopped talking to him. Now it is June, i recently started thinking about Jack alot, and i kinda miss him, but i am also scared that he will be mad at me if i try to revive him, because i promised to him that i will be trieing as hard as i can to make us two together, but yeah, i faild, 2 times. I dont know what do to, what should i do? Does anyone have any experience with this? Also sorry for grammar, im tiping this on my mobile. Tulpa Name: Jack. Form : Fox Furry ( my avatar ). Age : 16 Birthday : November 6th. Working on : Vysualization, Naration, Wonderland _____________________________________________________ Im sorry for my Engish, It's not perfect, but at least I try.
Viski June 4, 2013 June 4, 2013 i promised to him that i will be trieing as hard as i can to make us two together, but yeah, i faild, 2 times. I dont know what do to, what should i do? Does anyone have any experience with this? Yes, I'm a pro at failing. I started looking into this tulpa stuff 8 months ago. At first I had a few instant (tulpa mindvoice) replies and faint emotional responses but I became afraid and doubtful and my tulpa became angry and it only fueled my fears and I quit. Then I started again, and tried to change my tulpas name and form because I liked the new ones better. But this accidentally created another tulpa. I then revived my old tulpa and forced 2 tulpas at the same time but it was really hard so I ditched the new tulpa and only concentrated on the old one. After forcing her for some months (though lazily), I realized that she was an essence-less servitor because I had parroted her so much. I'm now trying a new method of treating her as a person, meaning that you cannot simulate them or access their thoughts but instead you'll just narrate and observe them. Maybe this will turn her from a servitor into a tulpa. However I'm full of doubts because I have messed up in every possible way and there has been pretty much zero progress.
ragna June 4, 2013 Author June 4, 2013 yeah i started at the beginning to just narate and talking to him, and after some time i just realized that my like second mind voice is starting to answering to primary mindvoice automaticly. Oh man i miss him so much...he was such a troll xD Tulpa Name: Jack. Form : Fox Furry ( my avatar ). Age : 16 Birthday : November 6th. Working on : Vysualization, Naration, Wonderland _____________________________________________________ Im sorry for my Engish, It's not perfect, but at least I try.
Mr_White June 4, 2013 June 4, 2013 Revive him and have a heart to heart discussion with Jack, but only if you think you can keep your commitment to Jack. With creating your tulpa you have to realize that you also agree to a big commitment, and that is to provide attention to them. Tulpae aren't simply toys you create to play with, they're sentient beings like you and I, who live off of the attention of their host. Unless you think this time you'll be able to be there for Jack and you promise to give him attention when you can each day and not when you just want to be with him, then tell him that you're sorry, that you regret neglecting him and explain why. I don't know what Jack is like but if he doesn't accept your apology right away for some reason, understand that he's been abandoned twice and that his trust in you is not as high as it use to be. You're going to have to build that trust, and make sure this time that you don't leave him again.
Riku Aotsuki June 4, 2013 June 4, 2013 I know how you feel. I keep forgetting about Kai, and always end up feeling horrible about it. Moreover, I have other tulpas that I'm not actively forcing, but since I write about them they still get more than enough attention to be conscious and active. And yet... he isn't angry at me, or jealous. I apologize, and he understands entirely. Life gets in the way, and until you've gotten into a rhythm, it's easy to forget to force or to think about em. I try to communicate with him through impressions when stuff like this happens. It's easier for him to understand than a badly worded, jumbled-up apologetic mess.
ragna June 6, 2013 Author June 6, 2013 I will try to "resurect" him and apologize. Thanks guys. But i have still 1 quetion. When he was talking, it was with my mind voice. I was ok with that, but i realized that he cant say anything untill i start converzation with him. Now i remember. I had no time to have conv with him and he wasnt able to talk by himself. What do you guys think about it? Will he start in some time talk by himself without me starting converzation? Tulpa Name: Jack. Form : Fox Furry ( my avatar ). Age : 16 Birthday : November 6th. Working on : Vysualization, Naration, Wonderland _____________________________________________________ Im sorry for my Engish, It's not perfect, but at least I try.
Linkzelda June 6, 2013 June 6, 2013 I will try to "resurect" him and apologize. Thanks guys. But i have still 1 quetion. When he was talking, it was with my mind voice. I was ok with that, but i realized that he cant say anything untill i start converzation with him. Now i remember. I had no time to have conv with him and he wasnt able to talk by himself. What do you guys think about it? Will he start in some time talk by himself without me starting converzation? Remember OP, your tulpa may show signs of being angry and such, but it's not like they'll hurt you. It's just an experience for you to learn to build up compassion and empathy for your tulpa so that you're mentally prepared and won't make the same mistake again. Remember that when you attempt to resolve these matters with your tulpa, you're building and improving an aspect of yourself, so don't feel bad, that's a good thing! As for the mind-voice, I may not be an expert, but how things start out initially, they do have to derive from your mind-voice a bit, since after all, they are a part of the totality of your mind. The thing is, the confines of your mind combined with your intention to have them being independent takes a while. So it might feel weird because it feels like fragments of other voices coming in, but with practice and being confident, the voice will become distinct. The time in which your tulpa develops their voice varies, and don't worry about scaling how others had their own moments with a tulpa that's showing progress in being vocal. [align=center]7 Hours of Active Forcing 8 Hours & 29 Minutes of Active Forcing 10 Hours of Active Forcing[/align]
Riku Aotsuki June 8, 2013 June 8, 2013 Kai CAN talk, but he tends not to unless I start the conversation. Only recently has he started trying to actually get my attention once in a while, and that took quite a bit of encouragement. He still uses my mindvoice most of the time, and experiments with voices from characters sometimes. He tends towards softer, kinda deep, silky voices; when he settles, it'll probably be like that. I actually recommend that to anyone; get them to talk in different voices of characters you're familiar with. They'll probably stick with a certain type.
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