My wonderland, Tyler, and I.

[C0ff3Pl3453]

that 'gross out' was mean and g r o s s bro

xD

tell wren he and i still shudder :D

 

idk, kinda both.

irl, like when we speak etc and i imagine him by me i feelthat awareness thing. An essence of a pressure ?

In wonderland, since i am not my real self it's the same as irl but more realistic. Say if i touched my hands together then i wouldn't feel it, exactly. Like when you day dream and think about how it feels, but don't feel it.

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thanks! i'll include that method when we force c:

[C0ff3Pl3453]

question: do your tulpas eat? i've never thought of mine eating, so i've not seen it, but if you imagine it, do they?

i guess it should be possible since you can do anything

but

idk

[Shui]

I usually try to force some of whatever I'm eating for my tulpa. She doesn't need to eat, but she likes experiencing it for herself, and the social aspect of a shared meal.

[C0ff3Pl3453]

hullooo

myfgt said i had to update already so hi

uh well

we don't go to the wonderland much now, what i've done every now and then is actually walk to the fields of which i based wonderland on and forced him there.

it seemed like visualizing the tulpa bit by bit, bone structure, skin, clothes, feelings, smells etc made it easier for some so i kinda tried that.

it was weird

well kind of

visualizing him naked still feels weird xD

and he's just like 'jus' do it wumman'

that's another thing; he's talking.

not that often, mainly expressions but everynow and then he says short sentences like that.

quite often when i'm talking to this person and Ty's like 'it's funny when he mocks you bro'.

(Ty talks way too much like me and it's scary how i talk, i have realised).

Little sentences that i don't expaect, progress? cx

When i'm with someone he's just like 'get a frigging room goddammit xD'

it's funi :3

 

He changes clothes now!

Hurrah!

xD i think he prefers the blazer & skinnines though for some reason

[Dog]

you don't have to visualize them naked. Try reading some newer guides!