Guest amber5885 November 5, 2014 November 5, 2014 It doesn't always have to be about tulpas. There are PR'S here which are basically just a bunch of friends talking about nothing.
Stopmotionkai November 5, 2014 November 5, 2014 That is tremendous progress for one week :) I'm jealous :p
Cinemaphobe November 6, 2014 November 6, 2014 Tulpa-cuddling is the best :(. I wish that I could do it more often... "Sanity is the playground of the unimaginative." Yumi + Cinema
lyraheartstrings November 6, 2014 Author November 6, 2014 @amber - I've seen them, lots of interesting stories. I just wanted to make it more interesting it making a repetitive post everyday about "How I forced for 10 minutes and continued with life" (Which I usually passive force most of the day.) @stopmotionkai - Just keep at what your doing. I am sure you'll get to the point where your tulpa can interact to you as well. Try to show him/her beautiful sights and distinguish the way life is so special. :D @Cinemaphobe - :( DAY 11 ohh, special effects Welcome back guys! I had a nice day of school today. Apparently my Dad thought calling me during school was a smart idea. :@ Luckily, I had a sub for the class and they didn't take my phone. My grandmother also sent me a text message and asked me to go down to Philadelphia with her on Friday - Saturday. :D I can't wait to take a bite out of the cheesesteak.... anywho On the way home from school, Lyra sat on my lap because a girl put her books next to me.(her presence was very noticeable.) She is always is hugging me. She KILLS ME WITH THE SNUGGLES. She then proceeded to invent a new way of walking with me. Well, me walking and her on my shoulders, grappling my head with her hooves. Yep. I imagine a mint green pony riding on my head. Any questions? Thanks for reading. :3 EDIT: I had almost forgot - I was going to join a thingy called FBLA. You take a test, and if you get in the top 5 of scores, a competition is now available for you to join. If you win that, you get a prize pool. Seemed like an interesting thing to try (And I was told it looks good on a resume) These crab creatures have a unique parasitic strategy, don’t you think?
lyraheartstrings November 7, 2014 Author November 7, 2014 New update, sorry for no effects. Have to use my old iPod 4th gen. DAY 12 - I had gone to school today (as per usual), but noticed something was missing... ... ... ... ... Lyra wasn't here today. I got real upset. I considered it as the idea that your tulpa goes away for a while to take a break. I don't blame her, she had LOTS of progress in the past week and a half, and I would actually tell her to take a break when she got tired. She should be a free being, and I try hard to make sure she can have many rights. The bus seat felt empty, The glee I felt was slowly fading way as the day progressed... For the first time in a long while, I felt.... alone. (I miss the snuggles. :( ) These crab creatures have a unique parasitic strategy, don’t you think?
Guest amber5885 November 7, 2014 November 7, 2014 It is very hard when you are separated, especially if it's the first time but as Toby would say it is a good lesson in not being dependent on one another. One key to a healthy relationship is being able to be completely happy apart as well as together. (I'm speaking for friendship here but the same goes for any relationship.) But missing someone will always be painful no matter what you do. Chin up, she will be back and at least in missin her you've come to understand how much she means to you, as bittersweet as that is.
Cinemaphobe November 7, 2014 November 7, 2014 Amen Amen Amen^^^ Recently my Yumi-cakes took a break from me and it was painful without her, so I know your feels Lyra.... "Sanity is the playground of the unimaginative." Yumi + Cinema
lyraheartstrings November 8, 2014 Author November 8, 2014 The missing feeling in your head gets to you. Your friend is gone, even if its for a short while. @amber, the way you put it helped alot. Considering that I have some friends to talk to, I still feel lonely without Lyra. She cheered me up when I was in a horrible mood. @Cinemaprobe, being away from your tulpa hurts you. The bond you share is immeasurable with any other being. The creation process makes a tulpa trust you. Them missing makes me feel empty. Day 13 - WHY NO SNUGGLES???? :( Today I went down to Philadelphia to watch a play. It was about a family who always faked what was happening(happiness) and they got into many arguments. The father ended up killing himself, and left the family broken. Every actor was tremendous. I met the actor of the father after the play, he was a nice guy. (My Aunt was in the play as the mother.) It brought me to think that how just lying to yourself can make things worse, and drive you into depression. Now and then, I'll think back to this story... Any who, on another note, Philly is a beautiful city. Reminds me of a smaller New York. I also saw Independence Hall, which was very interesting. Meh, I still miss Lyra, though I know she took a break because of all I thought her in a week and a half. I also opened up to her, so she might be looking though my memories now. This was a large post, so I'll stop it here. The beauty of the city gets to you, inspires. (Edit - I am almost positively sure I heard a gunshot) These crab creatures have a unique parasitic strategy, don’t you think?
Cinemaphobe November 8, 2014 November 8, 2014 I used to have a friend who was in a Philadelphia gang. So yeah it was probably a gunshot lol and I went to New York but absolutely hated it... so I don't think that I would like Philadelphia much either. I hope that Lyra comes back soon :( and "Cinemaprobe"??? ewwwwwwwwww. Sounds uncomfortable D: "Sanity is the playground of the unimaginative." Yumi + Cinema
nihi0145632 November 8, 2014 November 8, 2014 I remember when summer took a break. It was only for a day though... but i missed her so much when she came back i gave her a big hug Hello! I am nihi, i have 3 tulpas Summer Myrtle Cherry
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